hahaha

hahaha emoemo (: (: (:

ningfei HERE ARE SOME PICS TO MAKE YOU MORE EMO
hcco pics!
wenqi's!
jasline's!
can't remember sutyee's one hahahaha.

here is an emo video to make you more emo!!!
emoemo!

hahahahaha hello everyone i'm sick say something nice to me!!!!!!!!!

love~

PS WHAT IS GAN KAI??????????

heyyyyy!

hello!

feels kinda weird typing tis post, but hows evebodi doing? studying studying and studying rite. jus here to say hi! i can c the blog is as alive as it has been before hehe, wonder got people read not????????? the correct pple mus read!! where's pple tt i long long nv c n heard from??? type more emo posts la. make me cry like a baby. n updates please. like is there gg to be some co perf tts coming up. like maf. like anithg. i mean, tis blog's supposed to be spammed rite!!! like 2 years ago! n 1 year ago! like evebodi is like enthu n chionging for outgs.

n where's xy 07 peeps?? BLOG! -order from senior Pang- (n senior li n senior ee n senior tan n many more!)

it has been a looong time since i read emo posts! haha. n wow, i saw my name! totally cool.

its like duno how mani times i said tis, but realli TIME PASS REAL FAST! already my hair is growing and like syf is over n like showcase is over n like qinggongyan n other stuffs are all over. come to think of it, huang zhong da lv was 1 year 2 months ago!! oh yea i stil rmb wat i typed THAT time...hmm... tt concert was totally unforgettable. at least for me. cant believe it, as im typing i can stil rmb those booooring pracs tt we haf! ha.

hmm. 17 july jus passed. yea i was in camp n i suddenly tot of 2 years ago when im on the sentosa beach playing beach volleyball with hccoxyz. -u might say, aww not again abt the legendary sentosa outg, cos u said it like ten thousand times, but ya, its jus TT unforgettable :) -

hmm. hope tis adds colour to the blog. cos its like still the same - black. n yes i noe we all miss the 04 seniors n of cos us the 05 batch, but can someone PLEASE update the photo on the blog? mayb the 07s littluns can do it!! calling to xyz 07 again!!

oh ya, hi! to anibody tt i noe but i haven been able to say hi for the past few months, or even years. hope to see ur hi back! (readers included!)jus a simple post here wil do. hehe.

let me add tis: reading wenqi's post realli make me think abt that time, that far far time away, when i myself said tt our hccoxyz05 story was completed. and now, 1 year aft tt, another story has emerged. sort of made me gan kai. mayb there will realli be one day ?...

p.s. i was talking to my buddy den i used the words gan kai. he sort of stunned den ask me wat tt means. i was like -_-. its so english everywhere nowadays

haaizz. realli duno wat to say. i can dwell on the past hccoxyz stories for 3 pages n more but tt will certainly bore u down. i nid replies! here! duno wats the state of pple now, but if u r emo, den blog emo posts, if u r wild, blog wild posts, if u r nuts, blog nutty posts. omg, i realli sound like an sl now.

oh kaiying i received ur victory msg for syf. the one with onli 3 words - GOLD WITH HONOURS. hehe tt time i was cleaning rifle hands super dirty so lazy to reply. but, wth, expected la. muahahha.

alrite. tis post may seem out of the blue cos suddenly a senior post here. so, juniors please reply lest the post turns cold n stay there for like 1 month plus. Or alternatively, any seniors (including my dear batchmates) who haf the time n honour can add their comments here so that this post wont seem tt extra. wonderful rite!

tadaaa!! signing off, as a mem of,

HCCOXYZ!

forever living....

emoemo

sighs everybody's like saying it the end of our co journey, yes true la, but somehow got the feeling that everything, everything that we hold to this co so dearly is ending. which i seriously hope isn't. i mean there'll still be outings and stuff right? people say jc is supposed the best days of your life and i think yea hcco made it so. (my class is sadness, but i can't put it so for some ppl who have indeed a wonderful class and thank God that you do (: )so i'll thank God for sending you peeps to me (: the most wonderful thing that ever happened to me. and i don't want it to end even if our performance together as a co has ended. sobbbbb. ):



so in addition to those lil messages i've written for you all, i have MORE messages! haha



to junzhi:

okay no more sl! haha and i won't ignore that comment that you've made! haha it's a compliment leh cannot ignore! and yeah we're HCCOXYZ!!



to jiawei:

thank you (:



to ruihong:

excuse me but it's countdown you spent at my house,not christmas hahaha. and don't worry ruihong, even if i wanted to forget you it'll be hard hahaha. u're like at my class bench area! and yeah you too made an impact on my life (: thanks



to hongfei:

yes i've never ponned a single prac! hahaha okay maybe like 1/2 a prac, that one after blocks2 physics paper 3 hahaha. shopping wins praccing!



to wenqi:

yays wedding!!! can i be the bridesmaid??

and your message makes me feel like crying. like we're actually leaving each other for good and never meeting up ever again! sobbb. i'll <3>

to siheng:

see you darling too hahaha <33

to sutyee:

yes mom!! i'll be less emo! maybe not in this post but YES I'LL BE LESS EMO! (hopefully) haha and you make going out with us sound like a chore!! please don't! cuz i'll continue bugging you if we ever have like gatherings and i'm sure by then u'll still join us, even if there's no more obligations (:

to kaiying:

yummy seafood platter. we'll go for more! i miss liting haha

to kaili:

i was like confused bout the taxi driver. but i think i know what u're talking bout. hahaha.

to yuhao:

(((((: remaining cheery (:

to mao:

last but not the least! haha yes hua ji the starting but NOT nan guo the ending! cuz like i've said, performing as hcco ended, but not our friendship what. haha so u better not forget me this time cuz i'll murder you if you do!! haha and yes i believe compliments hahaha

to juniors:

i hope you guys love the presents we made (:

though might not be the best art work in the world, it contains our heart and strength and uhuh no sweat since we did in mph but hm yeah you get the idea. and please put the picture tgt more often. like oh my put it up in mph! rocks! hahaha

the boxes may be small but it's filled with L-O-V-E!

so love it kay!! cuz i'm lovin' the presents you gave me loads!

we may not miss hcco, like when we no longer know the ppl in hcco a few years from now on, but i'll definitely miss my favourtiest peeps in this hcco in the year 06 and 07. and that's you guys (:

so a few years from here, like wenqi said, when we no longer know the hcco that we used to, things will never be the same. qinggongyan was prolly the last time we'll be so 'zi zai' in each other's presence, with no gu1 ji4 at all. just be yourself. a few years later, it won't be the same, we might feel strange in each other's presence for a while, but i'm sure we'll find the same old, familiar gan jue back soon enough within that same gathering. need some warming up before that eh? and when the warming's up done, we'll enjoy each other's presence as much as we have tonight.

lovin' you guys forever more (:

)))):

Hey ):!

I feel horribly emo right now. ):

...OK SCRATCH THAT, I DON'T WANT TO GET BONDED.

Haha. I'm going to miss you seniors!!! :'( Thank you so much for all that you've done.

-sob- ):!!!

they say it isn't over until the fat lady sings.

we don't really have a fat lady, but these two days i've been hearing mao sing the gatsby song a lot - i think that's the closest we've got to a flashing neon sign going "MOVE OVER, YOUR TIME IS UP".

and it is.

j2s - we came, we saw, we conquered. but now what? we've done all we can for HCCO. they don't need us anymore. it's time to let go... our CO doesn't need more supervisors or directors or whatever new titles they can think up.

it's hard to relax your grip on something that's so close to your heart. leaving HCCO is like saying goodbye to your parents at your first day at school - except they'll never come back and bring you home. it's like packing your bags and walking out of your home because you don't have money to pay the rent. but sometimes you just have to try to ignore the pain and unclench your fists, before someone else pries your fingers off them.

there are great things in life. there are greater things in life. there are things in life you just have to experience to understand - co is one of them.

but so are many other things.

it's always better to read about what fun we've had and all the things we've done; to reminisce and think about the past instead of the future. it's sad and cruel to blog about moving on instead of holding on to memories. are they mutually exclusive? i don't know.

there are things in life we'll do and compare to HCCO. there are people in life we'll meet and compare to our batchmates. there are times when we'll think, damn, why couldn't i still be in CO?

we've spent 1.5 years waiting for every single prac to end.

now we'll be spending days, weeks, months, wishing they hadn't.

but as much as i don't want to leave, as much as i'm scared that one day HCCO will mean virtually nothing to me, i don't want to be the one left behind.

we're all leaving - we're leaving together. we're one batch, one xyz. a group.

we came - together.
we saw - together.
we conquered - together.

and now we'll be leaving - together. we leave not because we want to, but because we can.

we've given all we can to HCCO. we've done our best and we've done a lot of things we may not be proud of, but we've done ourselves proud.

right now, today, this is who we are.

we've come a long way, and we've still got a long way to go. maybe we won't see each other every day. maybe we won't see each other every week. but every step of the way, there will be people behind us. people who care. people who appreciate us for who we were, who we are, and who we will be. with or without the practices, with or without the late night present piaing, and with or without seeing each other as much as we've gotten used to.

ningfei was right - the sun has risen, the next day has come, our HCCO story is complete.

but another book has just begun.