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haha its the last week alr.

so fast eh. since the day i admitted tt i wil join co, din noe last week of co will come so soon for me. n for all the j2s.

duno how to say this, but jus a few days b4, i suddenly realised im a stranger in xianyue, tt all of u are strangers to me. which is true u noe. from the very day that i had tt dream, i haf alr sort of disconnected myself from reality. when the cold waves of truths wash all over me, the feeling is kind of scary. its like, so much n so mani that u haf believed in and work towards to, and ultimately look forward to the result, to find that in the end u haf not jolted from the start line at all. u haf forgotten wat is called "bonding" and "people". most importantly u haf forgotten who u r.

regret. tts wat i feel now. regret that time has passed, regret tt so much haf been missed.

i shall try to rmb wat i haf done in the co, but im afraid i haf done nothing to be worth remembering. so tis last week, i hope i can do sth more.

pple. forget about how much u haf done or sacrificed for co. do ur best in tis last week, so tt all ur hard work would not wash down the drain. we can do it? we can.

for tis last week, can we all put down ani bad feelings about each other, n work for the concert? jus tis last week...i wil do it, i sure would. for the concert.

just for this concert.