heyyyyyyyyyyy alllll!~
time to blog la!!
its like, 8 weeks to the concert lo. dun tell me noothing to blog k. cos u MUST haf something to bitch about the j2s rite? den j2s mus haf sth to gossip abt the j1s rite?
ehh. wat abt ur hopes for xianyue? like.....tshirt?! chalet?! fun!!!
actually, wanted to tell u all sth la.budden, u all always no one time where everybodi is present. got hell lots of stuffs for xianyue....but its ultimately up to u all to make the miracles!
i don expect many of u to feel or know anithing at tis time tho. it takes time.
mayb i will haf more stuffs to tok about AFTER i tell u all my plans.
for now, hectic season for HCCO. some will get real stressed up...so dun be surprised to c conflicts arising btw pple. i say this in advance la, cos now pple stil sleeping....
time to wake up! 9 more weeks to concert, 28 pracs!!! we still haf alot alot to go thru...so, enjoy ur time here! smile more in xiaozu k! like this :))) trust me, 9 weeks is v fast, by the time the concert comes, u will wonder how much more u can do as a team like xianyue now...frm wat i c, xianyue's structure is there now, jus nid more active participation from ur side....ahhh...will tok to u all la.
the pple who joined later, zhengyou, sylvia, sutyee, kaili, mus jiayou k! dun giv up so easily! ur hard work will be worth it...
the j2s, can c u all enthusiasm so low compared to last year.....cmon! show the juniors wat xianyue was like last year!! the outings..stayovers..qing gong yan..arts fest..showcase..sooo mani things to look back on....
the chi high n ny j1s tt joined earlier, 8 of u..take note of ur attitude n behaviour k. im afraid the coming weeks wont tolerate so much noisy n rude behaviour le...i oso dun wana c wei laoshi scolding u all in front of the whole co. so yup, dun overdo it.
and, pple please give bong ur fullest support k, u don noe how much he haf to handle in this period.
and, i haf one word to say to all of u, but i shant say it here la.
the last 9 weeks!!! its time to chiong!
Friday, March 31, 2006
Thursday, March 16, 2006
Monday, March 13, 2006
First March holiday practice
The hols are here again!
For some, its gonna be a period of fun
For some, its gonna be a period of mugging
For some, its gonna be a period of stoning
For some, its gonna be a period of slacking and rotting
For some, its gonna be a period of fun, mugging, stoning, slacking and rotting and... the rest is up for you to fill in the blanks.
but rule of thumb: Time and Tide waits for no man, so let us all be woman?! no la of course.. ok la remain what you are and make use of time wisely.
So todae is the first holiday CO practice.. and YAY xianyue is once again praised. ok la... only a bit la... to be humble. =P Altho attendance todae was quite good... we would expect more to come this wednesday.. coz huang cheng is FINALLY over. so we can expect sylvia and zhengyou to come this wednesday le. overall, xiao zu and da zu was smooth we juz played erhu... ate mentos and folded stars haha.
Actually got nothing to write really... i am juz crapping things out of my mind. nevertheless, my wish is to see more posts... whether crap, serious stuff, cold jokes anything, gossip or you just want to exercise your hands by typing words. but first... we need the contact list!! NF!! haha. we noe u are bz la... but maybe we can help in making it? yea.. i wld be glad to.
so the block test is up next wk for the J2s, these is dedicated to them:
Mug hard... but muz also play hard..
But do aviod these:
coz u all have our support!
Have a fruitful week ahead.
For some, its gonna be a period of fun
For some, its gonna be a period of mugging
For some, its gonna be a period of stoning
For some, its gonna be a period of slacking and rotting
For some, its gonna be a period of fun, mugging, stoning, slacking and rotting and... the rest is up for you to fill in the blanks.
but rule of thumb: Time and Tide waits for no man, so let us all be woman?! no la of course.. ok la remain what you are and make use of time wisely.
So todae is the first holiday CO practice.. and YAY xianyue is once again praised. ok la... only a bit la... to be humble. =P Altho attendance todae was quite good... we would expect more to come this wednesday.. coz huang cheng is FINALLY over. so we can expect sylvia and zhengyou to come this wednesday le. overall, xiao zu and da zu was smooth we juz played erhu... ate mentos and folded stars haha.
Actually got nothing to write really... i am juz crapping things out of my mind. nevertheless, my wish is to see more posts... whether crap, serious stuff, cold jokes anything, gossip or you just want to exercise your hands by typing words. but first... we need the contact list!! NF!! haha. we noe u are bz la... but maybe we can help in making it? yea.. i wld be glad to.
so the block test is up next wk for the J2s, these is dedicated to them:
Mug hard... but muz also play hard..
But do aviod these:
coz u all have our support!
Have a fruitful week ahead.
Saturday, February 25, 2006
Hello all! this is my first ever blog and i am the first J1 junior to post Yay:) (applause). haha so pardon me if it is very sian.. =) actually have nothing to post one but saw that sharon wanted someone to write about the reunion... so this is my personal account:
Firstly, hcco reuinion dinner was held at marina bay (steamboat buffet) - - a hcico tradition. although very sian alr after eating there for four years, it is still cheap and you can play bowling/pool/arcade there. The only thing is that it gets vv oily when you eat. to give an analogy: after you have your meal there, the oil on your face can be literally used to fry an egg! (lol lame). and occasionally, you can get aluminium foils burning and a nice campfire.
so on the 18th of Febuary, 4:58 p.m. (rainy). me and kaiying was there at the marina bay mrt (we happened to take the same train.. coincidentally). we were supposed to be there at 5 p.m. SHARP... but in the end only saw bong alone... at the ulu coner of the mrt station reading his comic book. some people had huang cheng, some had the chinese quiz competition thingy. so by 5:25, only about 10 ++ people came including DY and another J3 senior.. we tok and tok until 6 something then set of to the steamboat area. Here comes the extraordinary part... we missed the bus service 400 and after about 5 minutes, another one came. this is the first time in my entire life that i encountered this... usu. the frequency of the buss 400 is like 20 min to 40 min lar. so that day damn lucky... dun need to hear those old man and auntie 'begging' you to go and eat their steamboat at the bus stop. (so irritating)
When we reached to place, we were lucky to meet wan qing's (from rgco and hwa chong) mum there... she works at the place where we had our dinner. btw, she managed to recognise us because hongfei was wearing the hwa chong uniform and few of us were carrying erhu. although we do not know her daughter, i acted as if i noe like that... then asked her for discount. =P but not bad la... at least i made her promise us to give us freeflow ice cream after dinner..
Then came the eating part... in the end only 25 people were present coz many people were busy... we barely filled two rows for table which was quite pathetic la. nothing interesting happened except that shupeng was gorging down tons of prawns... until the prawn shells filled the table - at least for his portion of the table. (quite er xin actually). Oh ya... and hongfei was sick and he could not eat all the fried stuff except on some soup thingy and fried noodles which he claimed disgusting. haha nice way to spend the 10 bucks for the dinner. but so good of him to accompany us for the dinner after his chinese quiz competition although he could not eat most of the things. we also had a small fire in the other table and sang a birthday song lar. Other than that... we just ate and toked..
After dinner was pool time... more people came after our dinner becoz they had finished their huang cheng practice. neway.. there were only some pros in the pool like shouhao, hongfei and WENQI. the rest of us all noobs but nevertheless, we played for about one hour. and damn farnie lar... shupeng claimed himself pro but in the end make so many blunders... it was only towards the end then he regained his powers (or consiousness?). His reason: My mind was too preoccupied with 'SOMETHING ELSE'.
five of us took lionels van (those for transporting goods) home. we squeezed into the back of the van and it reminded me of those 'gangster van' where when you walk along the street at night... a horst of gangster carrying poles stop along the pavement and rush out through the sliding door of the van to 'hoot' people. then they would escape by the van. The difference: we are not gangsters.
so thats the review.. hope you like it... eh my first post lohs
btw we din get freeflow ice cream.. the auntie gave us 25 coupons to collect the ice cream. (Cheh....)
this photo was taken from my class blog... quite funny :)
Firstly, hcco reuinion dinner was held at marina bay (steamboat buffet) - - a hcico tradition. although very sian alr after eating there for four years, it is still cheap and you can play bowling/pool/arcade there. The only thing is that it gets vv oily when you eat. to give an analogy: after you have your meal there, the oil on your face can be literally used to fry an egg! (lol lame). and occasionally, you can get aluminium foils burning and a nice campfire.
so on the 18th of Febuary, 4:58 p.m. (rainy). me and kaiying was there at the marina bay mrt (we happened to take the same train.. coincidentally). we were supposed to be there at 5 p.m. SHARP... but in the end only saw bong alone... at the ulu coner of the mrt station reading his comic book. some people had huang cheng, some had the chinese quiz competition thingy. so by 5:25, only about 10 ++ people came including DY and another J3 senior.. we tok and tok until 6 something then set of to the steamboat area. Here comes the extraordinary part... we missed the bus service 400 and after about 5 minutes, another one came. this is the first time in my entire life that i encountered this... usu. the frequency of the buss 400 is like 20 min to 40 min lar. so that day damn lucky... dun need to hear those old man and auntie 'begging' you to go and eat their steamboat at the bus stop. (so irritating)
When we reached to place, we were lucky to meet wan qing's (from rgco and hwa chong) mum there... she works at the place where we had our dinner. btw, she managed to recognise us because hongfei was wearing the hwa chong uniform and few of us were carrying erhu. although we do not know her daughter, i acted as if i noe like that... then asked her for discount. =P but not bad la... at least i made her promise us to give us freeflow ice cream after dinner..
Then came the eating part... in the end only 25 people were present coz many people were busy... we barely filled two rows for table which was quite pathetic la. nothing interesting happened except that shupeng was gorging down tons of prawns... until the prawn shells filled the table - at least for his portion of the table. (quite er xin actually). Oh ya... and hongfei was sick and he could not eat all the fried stuff except on some soup thingy and fried noodles which he claimed disgusting. haha nice way to spend the 10 bucks for the dinner. but so good of him to accompany us for the dinner after his chinese quiz competition although he could not eat most of the things. we also had a small fire in the other table and sang a birthday song lar. Other than that... we just ate and toked..
After dinner was pool time... more people came after our dinner becoz they had finished their huang cheng practice. neway.. there were only some pros in the pool like shouhao, hongfei and WENQI. the rest of us all noobs but nevertheless, we played for about one hour. and damn farnie lar... shupeng claimed himself pro but in the end make so many blunders... it was only towards the end then he regained his powers (or consiousness?). His reason: My mind was too preoccupied with 'SOMETHING ELSE'.
five of us took lionels van (those for transporting goods) home. we squeezed into the back of the van and it reminded me of those 'gangster van' where when you walk along the street at night... a horst of gangster carrying poles stop along the pavement and rush out through the sliding door of the van to 'hoot' people. then they would escape by the van. The difference: we are not gangsters.
so thats the review.. hope you like it... eh my first post lohs
btw we din get freeflow ice cream.. the auntie gave us 25 coupons to collect the ice cream. (Cheh....)
this photo was taken from my class blog... quite funny :)
Sunday, February 05, 2006
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hahhaha! din noe jin guan will write tt post leh. hah cip perf rox la altho nobody hear u there. like we la until siao oso no use. BUDDEN, its an exp for us! n good that we can play tgther as a team la.
huh i tot liyu always speak english one??? tok cok la jin guan
n miss quek blogged! hahaa. so funny la c u in school as a teacher. like last year we were all playing at sentosa laaaa. den suddenly u become a teacher! haha crap. ok niwae u say one ar, u mus come frequently ok, come teach the juniors n dai them bla bla bla, since eveday u coming hwa chong alr.
tt long teng was the worst ever long teng i conducted la. i think its my fault niwae. not enuff sleep give all the wrong cues. sorry hcco!
lixiang oso bloggedd!! long time no c man! realli la mus come back k. esp when reunion dinner is coming up! yes! annual reunion dinner evebodi mus come back hor!! tentative is fri nite, but i dunno if the army guys can make it leh. will confirm soon.....
dayang seems to be having fun in army....hehx. tt time he came back i was shocked! cos he looked tan n muscular.haha....n quite shuai somemore! (dayang leh :) ) yea forever enthu one come back showoff his muscle. heheh, do come back often!
erp. hcco exco jus had a long n serious tok last weds. i hope evething is gg to improve n be ok in the future. for xianyue, minyi's gg to be in charge if im not around, so yup mus listen to her k (oso mus listen to me hor). n i hate to say this, but huang cheng is taking up alot of my time, so outings n such, i can onli TRY to organise bahh...but aft the first block test, lets haf more outings n play n fun!
looking forward to reunion dinner...hope it will be as fun as qing gong yan last year!!!
huh i tot liyu always speak english one??? tok cok la jin guan
n miss quek blogged! hahaa. so funny la c u in school as a teacher. like last year we were all playing at sentosa laaaa. den suddenly u become a teacher! haha crap. ok niwae u say one ar, u mus come frequently ok, come teach the juniors n dai them bla bla bla, since eveday u coming hwa chong alr.
tt long teng was the worst ever long teng i conducted la. i think its my fault niwae. not enuff sleep give all the wrong cues. sorry hcco!
lixiang oso bloggedd!! long time no c man! realli la mus come back k. esp when reunion dinner is coming up! yes! annual reunion dinner evebodi mus come back hor!! tentative is fri nite, but i dunno if the army guys can make it leh. will confirm soon.....
dayang seems to be having fun in army....hehx. tt time he came back i was shocked! cos he looked tan n muscular.haha....n quite shuai somemore! (dayang leh :) ) yea forever enthu one come back showoff his muscle. heheh, do come back often!
erp. hcco exco jus had a long n serious tok last weds. i hope evething is gg to improve n be ok in the future. for xianyue, minyi's gg to be in charge if im not around, so yup mus listen to her k (oso mus listen to me hor). n i hate to say this, but huang cheng is taking up alot of my time, so outings n such, i can onli TRY to organise bahh...but aft the first block test, lets haf more outings n play n fun!
looking forward to reunion dinner...hope it will be as fun as qing gong yan last year!!!
Thursday, February 02, 2006
hi everyone!
hi pple!! boon shan here!!! havent blogged in a long time.. *guilty*..so here i am! firstly, updates about myself! as many of you all know (esp the j2s and j1s this year), im relief teaching chem in hc now..for 5 months until end of may..yupz..that is if i dont get horrible A level results and decide to quit because i have no face to return...cant say much about work here, coz some j1s in xian yue this year know me as "miss quek"..so i better not reveal too much..but all i will say is that it has been pretty fun so far, though not without stress and problems..especially when some of the students are like the same age as me and it's the first time im teaching, so i dont really know if im doing fine..and it's quite hard to maintain a balance between being strict and approachable..
went back to see the CO pple for CNY celebrations!! looks like CO intake this year is quite good, especially for dizi and cello..though xian yue seems a bit overwhelmed with chi high and NY pple..im not saying that they are not welcome or good, just that more variety will be nice! like our batch..let's see..we have pple from rgs, dunman high, maris stella (wu han am i right?), cck (dayang?), ny, chi high..did i miss anyone out? i thought it was fun meeting new pple! anyway..long teng for CNY was erm..quite ok for last min work..but but but...please dont do this for the concert in june!! juniors! must work hard and put up a good show k? looking forward to watching the concert!! j3s must come and support too!
Looking forward to an outing soon! meanwhile, take care everyone! :)
ps: ning fei..dont be too stressed..can always come and find me if u really need someone to help with practices..i'll go and 'glare' at them play..haha..
went back to see the CO pple for CNY celebrations!! looks like CO intake this year is quite good, especially for dizi and cello..though xian yue seems a bit overwhelmed with chi high and NY pple..im not saying that they are not welcome or good, just that more variety will be nice! like our batch..let's see..we have pple from rgs, dunman high, maris stella (wu han am i right?), cck (dayang?), ny, chi high..did i miss anyone out? i thought it was fun meeting new pple! anyway..long teng for CNY was erm..quite ok for last min work..but but but...please dont do this for the concert in june!! juniors! must work hard and put up a good show k? looking forward to watching the concert!! j3s must come and support too!
Looking forward to an outing soon! meanwhile, take care everyone! :)
ps: ning fei..dont be too stressed..can always come and find me if u really need someone to help with practices..i'll go and 'glare' at them play..haha..
It's me again!
Yo! I am here to blog again! =D Hmm...It feels really great to meet up with you guys in school yesterday and to see that HCCO is growing again!
Anyway, I'm only another month left before I can get out of Tekong, unless I get posted back to Tekong that is. Not saying that being in Tekong is horrible, with the funny superiors and the fantastic platoon mates I have and the beautiful sea view from my bunk; just that the outside world is always better. 外头的月亮总是比较园嘛。
Anyway, my 7 days fieldcamp was over already, so the coming month should not be that hectic anymore. But still, things will get quite dangerous with all the live weapons and whatsoever.
Am-Bush!
My section mates! And below us is the chest level deep hole that we have dug. We call that the trench I think? lolx...
Anyway, I'm only another month left before I can get out of Tekong, unless I get posted back to Tekong that is. Not saying that being in Tekong is horrible, with the funny superiors and the fantastic platoon mates I have and the beautiful sea view from my bunk; just that the outside world is always better. 外头的月亮总是比较园嘛。
Anyway, my 7 days fieldcamp was over already, so the coming month should not be that hectic anymore. But still, things will get quite dangerous with all the live weapons and whatsoever.
Am-Bush!
My section mates! And below us is the chest level deep hole that we have dug. We call that the trench I think? lolx...
Wednesday, January 25, 2006
come on, everyone!
its great to see some life on OUR blog.. so i'm gg to contribute... since its OUR blog, everyone including me, blog more!!=P
anyway.. gd tt ning fei is not dead.. hahaz.. its hard to cope with 2 ccas and sch work.. so jiayou ar!! dun because of huangcheng then neglect co k?? (hahaz.. i noe u wun...dun neglect sch work oso) the rest of u muz help him wo.. cannot slack coz he not ard k?? and yupz.. i wan outing!!! how abt ice-skating?? can go on weekends when the guys book out.. how's tt?? better go for outing soon.. or else when i get my results, i may be too sad to go out le.. HAHA... ok update u ppl on wat i'm doing now! if not u all think i'm dead too=P i'm working in s'pore poly now.. juz some admin work.. so sian rite? not like liyu, so exciting.. hahaz..
cny coming.. u all busy preparing? perform well on fri=) and enjoy urselves..
come on, be more enthu=) make this blog more alive...i wanna see a bunch of enthu juniors, not half-dead juniors k??? last yr, i was veri impressed and in fact envious tt ur batch was so on and fun... so i think u'll have no prob in being enthu this yr rite? hahaz.. outing hor, anyone can organise one, doesn't need to be ningfei.. even j1 can organise! (do j1s read this blog?) so someone pls organise!!! hope to see u all soon.. hahaz..
~lixiang
anyway.. gd tt ning fei is not dead.. hahaz.. its hard to cope with 2 ccas and sch work.. so jiayou ar!! dun because of huangcheng then neglect co k?? (hahaz.. i noe u wun...dun neglect sch work oso) the rest of u muz help him wo.. cannot slack coz he not ard k?? and yupz.. i wan outing!!! how abt ice-skating?? can go on weekends when the guys book out.. how's tt?? better go for outing soon.. or else when i get my results, i may be too sad to go out le.. HAHA... ok update u ppl on wat i'm doing now! if not u all think i'm dead too=P i'm working in s'pore poly now.. juz some admin work.. so sian rite? not like liyu, so exciting.. hahaz..
cny coming.. u all busy preparing? perform well on fri=) and enjoy urselves..
come on, be more enthu=) make this blog more alive...i wanna see a bunch of enthu juniors, not half-dead juniors k??? last yr, i was veri impressed and in fact envious tt ur batch was so on and fun... so i think u'll have no prob in being enthu this yr rite? hahaz.. outing hor, anyone can organise one, doesn't need to be ningfei.. even j1 can organise! (do j1s read this blog?) so someone pls organise!!! hope to see u all soon.. hahaz..
~lixiang
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
heyy
heyy evebodi! its a new year so lets get happy! ahhhh haven reali welcomed the j1s till now, like no official event to commenmerate their joining of hcco!
oook. shant deny it evebodi is darn busy nowadays, esp e j2s la. wif all the s papers n studies n such. ya but dun forget this blog!!! sori ar liyu actually me oso v busy so ya tend to let things off my mind. cant believe half year b4 eveone is so enthu but now...err...
ok. xianyue isnt gona go on like this! not wif ani like real outings wif the juniors, or wif so boring a dazu as i haf witnessed today! wif the coming of the juniors....lets all put all the bad stuffs behind us in year 2005 n move on to 2006! (altho i myself oso noe tts hard). but we will all try la, wouldnt we?? hm. will haf a small pek tok wif the j1s this wednesday xiaozu, strictly for j1 xianyue onli. so ya will try to make evething transparent there for all to see us xianyue.
yea ever since ....lemme think. the minyi's stayover? THERE HAVE BEEN NO OUTINGS!! omg i think enqi n fel haven even come for ani outings yet!!! where have the spirit gone??? actually i oso ask myself la. but ...ya...evebodi too busy....
er. in reply to liyu's "how's evebodi's life now?" ques, ok i mus say i will damn bz tis 3 months cos of huang cheng! joined back doing cui chang work, haf to stay up quite late eveday. yupz, so tts the reason i haven been planning anithing for co YET...ya haf to go back to help cos huang cheng wil oways be part of me. niwae, i oso dun wana lose my other half which is CO, soooooo, trying to cope both CCAs now. u j1s out there, dun think can pon when im not around during xiaozu hor, i haf eyes evewhere hehe. niwae besides this two cca i haf the dreaded tons of studies n homework to do finish! n i think im worst out of all the xianyue j2 peeps la...cos i kind of slacked thruout j1. so ya. now ALL the teachers chasing aft me....damn. soooo, er, haf to admit quite stressed. AND besides these, haf to do some other stuff too. so...basically = NO TIME!!
of cos la. i put huang cheng n CO (xianyue first) at the top of prioritiees, so as i said, look forward for more outings or watsoever!!! Ning Fei haven die ok!
hope to c more entries coming up! including j1s!
oook. shant deny it evebodi is darn busy nowadays, esp e j2s la. wif all the s papers n studies n such. ya but dun forget this blog!!! sori ar liyu actually me oso v busy so ya tend to let things off my mind. cant believe half year b4 eveone is so enthu but now...err...
ok. xianyue isnt gona go on like this! not wif ani like real outings wif the juniors, or wif so boring a dazu as i haf witnessed today! wif the coming of the juniors....lets all put all the bad stuffs behind us in year 2005 n move on to 2006! (altho i myself oso noe tts hard). but we will all try la, wouldnt we?? hm. will haf a small pek tok wif the j1s this wednesday xiaozu, strictly for j1 xianyue onli. so ya will try to make evething transparent there for all to see us xianyue.
yea ever since ....lemme think. the minyi's stayover? THERE HAVE BEEN NO OUTINGS!! omg i think enqi n fel haven even come for ani outings yet!!! where have the spirit gone??? actually i oso ask myself la. but ...ya...evebodi too busy....
er. in reply to liyu's "how's evebodi's life now?" ques, ok i mus say i will damn bz tis 3 months cos of huang cheng! joined back doing cui chang work, haf to stay up quite late eveday. yupz, so tts the reason i haven been planning anithing for co YET...ya haf to go back to help cos huang cheng wil oways be part of me. niwae, i oso dun wana lose my other half which is CO, soooooo, trying to cope both CCAs now. u j1s out there, dun think can pon when im not around during xiaozu hor, i haf eyes evewhere hehe. niwae besides this two cca i haf the dreaded tons of studies n homework to do finish! n i think im worst out of all the xianyue j2 peeps la...cos i kind of slacked thruout j1. so ya. now ALL the teachers chasing aft me....damn. soooo, er, haf to admit quite stressed. AND besides these, haf to do some other stuff too. so...basically = NO TIME!!
of cos la. i put huang cheng n CO (xianyue first) at the top of prioritiees, so as i said, look forward for more outings or watsoever!!! Ning Fei haven die ok!
hope to c more entries coming up! including j1s!
Friday, January 20, 2006
How ComE No OnE BlOgs!
heya eveyone!liyu here. ive got one big burning question! How come no one blogs on xyz blog!?? its not like you all are out ta school or something=P i was super shocked to see the blog in such a -stagnant- mode...where are all my enthu jnrs eh?=P
alritey...shall just blog on wad ive been doing and hope some kind soul will update the blog on wads happening in hccoxyz/ hcco?=) wel, so far, ive been doing volunteer work with Youth Challenge. Its a non-governmental organisation, and we plan MANY activities for the elderly poor. So we get to call up the big companies and ask them for sponsorship and subsequently we get to organise tours and outings, distributions and activities for the elderly who really get thrilled when they can get out of their one-room accomodation and sometimes, just some people who will visit them.
Today, we brought 40 elderly to Mandai Orchid Farm and Bollywood Veggies. The orchid farm was REALLY beauutiful. Maving many different orchids all basking and blooming under the morning sun was such a sight. Unfortunately, the elderly got a bit tired of walking on the terraces to shang1 hua1. When we were close to leaving, each elderly happily received a beautiful bouquet of orchids sponsored by the farm. Its really damn nice~ The generosity of the farm's management really made our day=P Following that we had a tour at bollywood veggies, a veggie farm. Firstly we had this really healthy Vegetarian lunch that they loved and subsequently, we toured the farm. Some of the elderly were so excited about seeing the plants/veggies that they used to grow in their attap homes and the leaves veggies that they used to feed the PIGS they reared. Some even shared stories of having to da2 shui3 from the wells and having to carry the water all the way up the hill=)Can you imagine it? Their average age is 80 and they had gone through so many different stages of singapore that we could have never imagined. I cant help thinking how could pampered teens like us can possibly survived under circumstances of their younger days.
Yeps so thats just one of the activity we have been doing so far. Theres one bigger event coming up, a steamboat dinner for 250 elderly next fri and im really looking forward to it!=)
so wads up with xyz?? somebody had better post updates on this blog or else i will totally ignore u all from now on.-growl-
'05 J2s: Hey!! please blog and update about yourself! looking forward to hearin from you all =))
alritey...shall just blog on wad ive been doing and hope some kind soul will update the blog on wads happening in hccoxyz/ hcco?=) wel, so far, ive been doing volunteer work with Youth Challenge. Its a non-governmental organisation, and we plan MANY activities for the elderly poor. So we get to call up the big companies and ask them for sponsorship and subsequently we get to organise tours and outings, distributions and activities for the elderly who really get thrilled when they can get out of their one-room accomodation and sometimes, just some people who will visit them.
Today, we brought 40 elderly to Mandai Orchid Farm and Bollywood Veggies. The orchid farm was REALLY beauutiful. Maving many different orchids all basking and blooming under the morning sun was such a sight. Unfortunately, the elderly got a bit tired of walking on the terraces to shang1 hua1. When we were close to leaving, each elderly happily received a beautiful bouquet of orchids sponsored by the farm. Its really damn nice~ The generosity of the farm's management really made our day=P Following that we had a tour at bollywood veggies, a veggie farm. Firstly we had this really healthy Vegetarian lunch that they loved and subsequently, we toured the farm. Some of the elderly were so excited about seeing the plants/veggies that they used to grow in their attap homes and the leaves veggies that they used to feed the PIGS they reared. Some even shared stories of having to da2 shui3 from the wells and having to carry the water all the way up the hill=)Can you imagine it? Their average age is 80 and they had gone through so many different stages of singapore that we could have never imagined. I cant help thinking how could pampered teens like us can possibly survived under circumstances of their younger days.
Yeps so thats just one of the activity we have been doing so far. Theres one bigger event coming up, a steamboat dinner for 250 elderly next fri and im really looking forward to it!=)
so wads up with xyz?? somebody had better post updates on this blog or else i will totally ignore u all from now on.-growl-
'05 J2s: Hey!! please blog and update about yourself! looking forward to hearin from you all =))
Wednesday, December 28, 2005
Xianyue Camp
i guess no one wants to blog cos there's nothing for them to blog. n why nothing for them to blog? cos either they are out of xianyue, or they are in but not doing anything in xianyue.
i shall be blunt and straightforward in this post.
i mus first apologise for using this blog as a place where i can shout out loud, but wat im gonna shout is of concern to xianyue, hence i c some bits of relevance for this post to be here.
as wat jiankai said, my flame has gone down, and the burning passion is quickly dissolving. as wat i said, im tired.
its been a long road since the day i joined this co. n im tired, bcos its tiring for someone to continue shouting when nobody hears.
i guess tis post will seem v irrelevant to anione looking at it rite now, cos the meaning behind this is not in the words, but between the lines.
i haf come to blog about the Xianyue Camp 2005.
it was the greatest challenge in my seventeen years of life. it showed alot to me, n i learnt alot, as i haf mentioned before. the amount of emotional and spiritual struggle within oneself, the amount of thickness the layers of ur face can make up of, the amount of happiness,sadness,disappointment,aghast,frustration,endurance,relief one can ever feel mixed up tgther, the camp haf provided me the excellent chance. n more i fear. for i noe that thru this camp, some part of me haf disappeared. i noe that this camp haf made me tired. i noe that this camp, altho it might not change anyone else, haf certainly changed me alot.
my tots n views on the camp goes along wif that for the current hcco and mayb even some of the old tchsco that i was in. for me, the hols haf been a "co" hols, thanks to the Xianyue Camp, budden, since i learnt so much, i din regret spending my time.
i wont say im not disappointed,angry with anyone. cos thats not the truth. i considered typing every bloody name on this site, but, life haf to go on. let not the names be eternally screened, so that i may forget what hatred n anguish i haf bore during the preparation for the camp. hope that pple will change, n life will seem happier, altho hidden underneath every smiling faces, there's alys so many that hides the sword in their heart.
i jus read zhengyou's blog. din noe wat the paricipants think about the camp, but now i do. the words that he used were heart-breaking, but the truth is said.im only sorry for the 15 odd pple that turned up, for the lousy organising, lousy planning, lousy schedule, lousy decisions, lousy.....its an irony. n to think that i imagined a camp so different as that of the Xianyue Camp 2005. the atmosphere. the people. the attitude. the activities. the team of organisers. me. different....out of the world. completely..unexpected?....im flipping thru my small little notebook....n realli. its terrifying. how so much haf not been done. how so mani haf not yet been said. how so .much.
i see it!!! i see it!! so many! give me! give me a team, give me a camp....i will do it. i am very sure i will do it. i can do it. i haf the ability...n now i noe y i cried on that day.
becos it failed.
simple but hard truth. im proud to c myself able to admit it. for it may look v easy for anione of u out there reading this blog, but no, its not for me. esp when u haf no one to look for. esp when all directions u face onli blank, expressionless faces look back at u. esp when ur frens wan to help but duno how to bcos they haf nv experienced this before. i nv blame them.
its a torture. if i haf been anione of my unenthu hcco-mates organising, i will haf died. realli. at least go crazy.
my parents tot i was crazy......
can u believe it, when u haf to resort to discussing the camp wif ur family? do u noe how many times i yelled at my family mems, zhengyou? when i haf no one to yell at too. u noe how it feels, dun u? u noe how it feels rite? but at least u haf bong rite?...n do u noe how bad it was when i regain my conscious aft yelling?when u realise tt u jus did sth to someone that is NOT responsible for ani of the shit that u r doing? that is totally out of their business. n its ur family. try it. it hurts.
i was stressed. right since duno when, before promos.i din realise it, until one day when i asked my bro for help, n he gave me a blunt ans without thinking cos he was busy. he haf a life. i was anguished, angry. i tot he jus din care. n i shouted...n den he asked me one ques calmly "are u stressed?" n i said, "yes". that was the time when i realise the camp was taking up my life. i was blind..
u c, nobody can realli understand wat the small frog in the well is saying, bcos everybodi is up there looking down at it. even if he/she listens to wat the frog croak, the onli thing he/she can feel is the frog's tone. not the frog's heart. it doesnt hurt when u noe pple dun understand. it hurts when u noe pple think they noe they understand. when actually wat they understand is bullshit. atleast some of them.
the notebook is cool.i din noe i had so mani plans for the camp.now i can safely say that the participants of xianyue camp 2005 haf onli gone thru 5% of the dreamed xianyue camp 2005. at first i tot it was 10%. but i was wrong....pple who flipped thru the notebook, often read the diary part. they missed the big part..the planning one. bcos they think these parts are not important. bcos its all over the place. but ironically, the important parts are all around.
i guess in the end, it was realli "eventless", huh?
it is my fault.i started the camp, i destroyed it wif my bare hands. as wat i haf told zhengyou and dayang during the stayover, "this camp is an extra. it is an out-of-the-world,it is out of the cycle. bcos in the co world, in the jc life, nobodi haf ever heard of the 'Xianyue Camp' before. therefore its feared. pple fear the unknown. pple shun away. therefore its destined to be cancelled." in the end, it was not. but sadly to say, it has transformed into sth that i haf nv fathom before. it was not even a camp.
im not gg to bitch about the sls, those team of organisers that said they wanted to organise tis camp. i haf no one to bitch about. they haf their reasons in leaving, i haf my goal to reach. but i say that its my fault solely, for not making u all enthu about the camp, for not handling the planning, esp the venue and stuff, well. i haf tot thru it, n they leave bcos of me. or rather, my actions. hence i learnt this one impt lesson in the camp: nv blame others, blame urself first.i wont hide it, but y the camp turn out like this, 99% is bcos of a weak team of organisers.n i say this again, tat the fault lie solely on me.
i was too ignorant.
i din wan to go into this. in the past i used to think if u r strong enuff, nothing can stop u. i realise until now that, as i haf so painfully said in the camp, that u alys need help. whether issit physically, or emotionally. u need pple around u. to help. simply....to be around.
sometimes during the course of the camp, i will think that this is not "xianyue camp" but "ningfei's camp". i tot of that when i cancelled a meeting 2 am in the morn.n i felt cold inside out. cos tis was not wat i wanted it to be. altho many would haf believe so, IT IS NOT. n to hell to those who believe thus. bcos im not that kind of person. so dun use ur own kind of char to judge my char. i din want it to be lidat...n when i heard other sec sch pple saying "ur camp" "ningfei's poor thing camp" ...i duno wat to feel. its like pouring a truck of rubbish onto u. u all realli make me feel like im like an idiot....like i haf nothing beta to do. like im doing some spa service for u all...like im a servant. like im nothing. n a nothing is organsing sth,.....so who cares???? who cares to attend something so unimportant? i respect ur decision n choice in coming or not, but i despised ur attitude. u may go ahead n think that the camp is rubbish, i wont mind, but u haf no right to push evething to me when u duno the details. altho its my fault, u duno WHY its my fault.
n thus i start to hate these people.
but, it was a miracle for me not to rebut or retaliate. i learnt to keep low. n remember. rmb those faces, or names, or reps of schools, that haf in one way or another lost their basic form of human nature. n i will remember...unconsciously no doubt, but i will remember...
sadly, thats wat i told myself. to remember! dun forget those bastards! those evil-faced foul-tongued people! dun forget the cold-hearted world, the brain-washed ultra-conservative society, the stupid excuses that pple made up jus to avoid joining the camp! dun forget them!...but no. onli a child thinks that. life will go on...may this be the last time i tokked about them. bcos from now on they are strangers to me.
"even if there are 100 pple who haf shown evil, n 1 person who haf shown kindness in the process of preparing the camp,i will onli rmb the 1 person, bcos onli he/she is worth remembering."
i think i haf spoken enuff.i apologise for using this blog to shout.
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i jus took a break. to forget about the evil human nature that we all haf -- to hate. bcos im gonna thank pple now, n i dun wan to bear the "to hate" heart to thank pple.
ok. i shal start to thank:
the Singapore Soka Association. whom i owed so much so much for. haha u participants may not feel it, not even siu hon or weiyang, cos u all wasnt in contact with them at all before the camp..i did. n their politeness and kindness realli awed me. i mean, who would haf cared for a bunch of co guys gathering around and having a camp? which organisation will lend the place for us to use? n besides that, the sleeping bags, the laptop, the projector....the keyboard, the milo powders, the utensils....i realli duno how to thank them. at least for my whole life i wouldnt forget the SSA.even if u may not see this, miss wong n miss tan, but i sincerely thank you from the bottom of both the camp's heart and my heart.
i realise i owe alot of pple for this camp...
to the list of sectional leaders of different secondary schools and junior colleges, whom i haf troubled over the months or weeks in contacting their sections and informing them about the camp, my heartfelt thanks for ur time n effort
Vincent Cat High
Xin Hui SNGS
Yu Hao TCHS
Wenqi/Andrea/Hannah NYGH
Ming Quan RI
Sherry/Joyce RGS
Wei Jian Pasir Ris
Liza Nanhua
Ziwei RV
Rachel Zhonghua
n for those whom i din personally contact,
Dunman High CO SL
VSCO SL
Ngee Ann CO SL
CCHS (M) CO SL
CCHS (Y) CO SL
Coral Sec CO SL
n of cos, not forgetting the SLs of all JCs except SRJC(which dun haf a co), the group whom i haf started my idea out with originally:
to those whom did not join in the comm:
Chinyong VJ
Jiayi YJ
Linghui JJ (VP and not SL)
Yan Ping NJ
Kah Yee CJ (Pres and not SL)
Chuan Guan MJ
Bernice/Yifang IJ
yea mus apologise for taking up ur time n such. altho some of u alr knew that ur mems wont be interested, but i din giv up hope. yep thx at least for replying to my messages...
and, not forgetting my sls comm who had sludged thru the months listening to my phone calls, receiving my bad news via smses, n attending my boring mtgs(now that i think of it, it was realli sianzzz...):
wanyan PJ : thanks for doing the letter for the boss! haf to take off some of ur time to do the letter cos i was busy wif another thing. moreover u were the secretary! alrite n thx for listening to all those phone calls about updates on the camp. hur i think i shld thank all the sls for that.n yupz thx for asking ur jc mems too!
linglong ACJC: thanks for accompanying me to tour the soka place and the Kent Ridge Park!well cant say u benefited from it since in the end u din come, budden jus thx for the company.and oso to attend the meeting at hwachong.
pei han ACJC: thanks for spending ur time off in the first place to contact ur fellow section mates! even when u were about to leave, u stil did sth out of ur job. so thx!
weiling AJC: mus thank u for doing the score....hope u will send it to me next year! n for ur enthuness in the veri first place...yea stil rmb u said u were looking forward to meet the fellow SLs even before the first meeting. i mus say sorry for making the mtgs n such a failure....i wasnt even able to do a contact list for us..yea so sorry for the disappointment caused. n thx for informing ur section mates...din blame u for them not coming over...
cheryl SAJC: u i haf realli to say sorry cos in the first place i din noe the response from ur sch was tt bad...den i keep calling u up to "update" u ...yea. i was thinking u sure would be in the comm....yep so sorry for ur time wasted. but thank you for informing ur section mates esp, cos u were the first to reply n confirm about the situation at ur school....right at the very first time in july. i jus wasnt able to confirm alot of things right until november....so ur departure from the comm n the camp i understand. yep n thx for the time used to discuss how to make ur frens go....
yuanting TJC: thanks for the support! one of those few that i can tokked to actually. thx for informing ur section mates, n dunman high! not forgetting finding a replacement for u since u haf work to do. n thx for jus sludging through and tokking crap!
huiling RJC: alrite u were the one skeptical one about the camp. haha wif alot of questions directing towards me and demanding if the camp is gg to work out...yea but thx for jus discussing the camp wif me during geco pracs n such! n for the multiple advices issued....n for the games tot? n for the two places that u found on the web....yea appreciate the help u lent.quite sad that u werent able to make it for the camp in the end...budden, next time?? haha. n u r realli a music freak..
weiliang TpJC: yo dude! honestly was saddened by the fact that u cant come for the camp in the end....jus a few days b4 the camp.jus wana say that u haf done alot alot alr! so thx! for the consent forms, for the garnering pple, ur side sec schs n such, for the numerous constructive advices about the camp t-shirt, the camp banner, the poster, the flyers(which all din turn up in the camp.....haiz)the late online chats. the stuff that i nid someone to do n u do it. n yep a great moral support for someone organising this camp....for pulling thru the 3 mtgs...despite sick n not free n such. haha even went pooling n such rite...yep many thanks! stay in touch!
siu hon NyJC: See below!
to all the comm SLs:
jus wana say sorry for letting all of u wait for me during meetings....i was late 30 mins for the first mtg, 1 hour for the 2nd, 40 mins for the third. so sorry! *slap slap*
n as i said, i dun blame ani of u for not attending the camp in the end :)
to my section mates:
yea Xianyue Camp 2005 haf shown alot. jus wana thank minyi for coming on the first day (altho i stil duno why u changed ur mind) n jin guan for the moral support, altho i noe u hate camps ...haha.xianyue camp helped me realise that things are jus liddat in xianyue now....no matter how hard i try, i stil nid a response from u all. yups. but i think i will jus keep trying? altho im tired la...hccoxyz rox!!
to jiankai and weiquan, my two best frens in class: thanks for the support!! u guys rox all the way! hell u two were even more concerned about the camp den some of the pple involved in it. hahaha...thx! realli is huan nan jian zhen qing....
to the hcco peeps who were coming to watch the concert: geraldine,chee gake,jian kai,zhixuan,royston,shou hao: thx for the support! u duno how much u gave to this poor soul!
to none other than the participants of Xianyue Camp 2005, of whom the camp would not haf even been held:
hongfei
junzhi
ruihong
chenyang
gim thia
my dear juniors who came to support....appreciate that u all came n lasted all 3 days! n not complaining too....hope u all learn sth? n pardon me if i was rude cos i was stressed...realli. esp u, chenyang...yea.n thx u all for adding to the sounds and noises of xianyue camp! hehe.
minyi
amelia
rachel
hahhaa.the sole 3 gals on the first day. minyi i dunnid say u shld noe how i feel. the other two....appreciate alot that u all came! esp esp when its a camp full of boys....(chi high boys)....n rachel ! haha. u realli got the guts man. n u got the enthuness...ha so dun be afraid to be enthu! n jus thx for putting in effort to ask pple to come....mm.
hong guan
heh hope the camp will make u more close to tchs boys. but jus wana say thx for coming!
n not forgetting those who came in on the second day:
the 3 RGS gals: sherry, joyce, serene
the 2 st. nicks gals: jiawei, sutyee
the 1 nyjc guy: minghao
yea thx for jus showing face....n hafing fun wif us! realli hope u all had a great time, altho wif the lagged schedule n such i doubt so :( ......thx for helping to inform pple! minghao thx for lugging those pails of water bombs all the way to KRP n having to sit down n listen to me about the games while bitten by mosquitoes....sherry thx for the msg! quite a morale-booster....
the 1 nyjc guy who came for the briefing/meeting but din come for the camp....: julian
yep thx for coming....appreciate ur presence!
the 6 seniors:
junkai,andrew,timothy,zhiyong,lixiang,boon shan
boon shan having to wake up so early to come onli to find that all participants are still sleeping :X....n thx for offering to help too!
junkai for coming aft (soooooo) many times i called n persuaded u to come....yup but hope u haf the time to prac ur erhu there :)
lixiang for coming over aft ur work n showing support all the way>>>>
zhiyong for agreeing to come right in the first place....(u were the first hehe)
timo for coming over on the first night, den go home, den come on second day again....(normally when pple come and see the state of the camp they will siam the second day....)
andrew for helping to carry all the shit for the station games !!! (which in the end half of it we din use...) n realli sorry! for dumping u at the crossroad and shouting at u over the phone ...was damn bloody hell stressed at KRP tt day.thx!!!
n thx oso for making the balloons with the words "Thank You SSA".....
*pant* see so many to thank for the camp....
i sincerely thank the two seniors who came:
melvin: altho u r J8 (or J9???), n not in xianyue, u still showed support for the camp, including the scores for anjing, n coming for the first day, playing the icebreakers, practising wif us. i cant put the thanks in words...u are a great senior! do come back often n join in the activities!!! no matter wat, u r still part of HCCO, cos u haven forget that u are part of it....AND, i still owe u $7!! (i think)
liangsheng: ok mus say sorry first, (sori!), for screaming at u unreasonably jus few days before the camp (which was my ultra-high-stressed period). please understand...but realli thx for coming back n helping out....n asking about the camp every now and den. now tt i organise this camp, i feel wat u haf gone thru when u organised the alumni co...or at least part of it. mayb urs is a subset cos urs onli nid to contact hwachong pple....but mine haf to contact pple from other schools that i dun even noe....but in any case, thx for creating fun and laughter in the camp! (altho not ur type of fun n laughter! :) )
whoaa.....finally. to some of the pple that i appreciated alot for their help...
lan lao shi! aka mr lam. whom without which the Xianyue Camp 2005 would nv haf occurred!..haha shant say why here. cos he wouldnt be looking at this. but i stil rmb tt time nearing midnite, i called u while i was out on NEL...den when u suggested that place...suddenly my phone bat went flat! i was so panicky den....haf to wait until i rush home from mrt....den call u immediately once i stepped inside. den it was u who took quite some time to help me....yuppppz. it was sth to be remembered...
miss tan! as in, the teacher incharge for HCCO...yup i noe i bugged u ALOT for this xianyue camp...n ya i was asking too much i admit. both for the venue and for the overnight thing. realli soooori for the trouble i caused wif Mrs Chin n for taking up ur lessons time. thx for ur effort in making everything smooth for the camp....n for the advise n help that u gave. okok, wont bugged u again for no reason la! my chem teacher next year leh....
to the two who were two pillars of moral support for me during the organising of the camp:
vera (TJC): yup altho u were a substitute for the comm mems u proved more than that! appreciate the times when u called to discuss the camp ...n for finding the sponsors n writing to the organisations, introducing to them about our camp....n of informing 3 sec schools n ur own tjc school, n of publicising the camp until like to other schools that i dun even noe got co....den to ur frens too (yea u got realli alot of co contacts)...n thx esp for urging ur tj section mates to go!!! heard from weiyang wat u did la....i often wonder how one tt is not attending the camp n not previously involved in the camp can be so enthu n persistent in asking pple to come.....oh well. u r one exception.aniwae mus mus mus thank you for the moral support...err ya cos u somehow replace the SLs that were leaving one by one....n sori haf to trouble u wif the camp stuffs....arr. duno wat to say. jus thx!
dayang (my hcco senior!) hahahha. u were prob the first one whom i bitched about the Xianyue Camp. i rmb it was at beauty world? the Macs there. yups.yay thx for listening to me den! we tokked late into the night aft that pooling session rmb? (that time i thrash u ...) yea tt was the first ever i tokked about the xianyue camp in detail other than my family.hehe.thx for the listening ear! n of cos...thx for the utmost support all the way for the camp!!!!noe u were quite sad that bcos of army cant go for the camp...u noe when i was at my lowest, at the start of dec, when i was about to cancel the camp, i tot tt "nvm la, still got dayang will surely go one." haha. u were a buddha den lo.thx for encouraging me to go on at my hardest time....a v good companion!
n lastly, but mostly, to the four of u,whom without which the Xianyue Camp 2005 wouldnt haf been possible, literally:
my two frens cum helper cum camp-mates:
siu hon (nyjc): dude! alys so dudedy....yup u were the onli one left out of all the original 9 organisers, n i thank u for staying n helping out. more importantly, for being "alone" in the camp, for most of the participants are either from the same outside orch or same school or jc. u are realli the most out...dun mind me say. but haha u stayed on thru-out the 3 days, i duno how n why, but jus thx for transporting all the food, for lending ur gaohu (dragon head) n erhus, for copying fenpus, for tokking cok to me n weiyang, for insisting on helping out instead of having fun in the camp with the participants, for trying to cheer the whole mood up, the whole atmosphere up, for bon-ning me...for having fun with us, a bunch of strangers! esp for helping out in the station games....u noe...the hard work n such. for listening to wat i asked u to do during the camp, altho u haf no obligation to do so. alot bah...for informing too ur 4 section mates, for pulling in pple to come n help...mus say sori for ani mood swings that i had during the camp,n for ani rude things i said. cos again: i was stressed.haha.yup if got another time,dun mind being helpers with u again! n keep that xianyue spirit up for as long as u can!
weiyang(tjc): haha. i DIN expect u will help THAT much.haha. u din seemed that keen to help in the first place. but i was glad that u helped out. yea u were the excellent kitchen boy....all washing/making of bread/preparing of stuffs/ haha u auto will go do one.den got anithing will ask me if nid to do....woa realli thx alot for helping out! altho in the first place u werent even supposed to do anithing at all!....like i jus asked u whether u can helped out onli days before??? n haha thx for everything i haf said up there, plus esp the tokking cok sessions....n ya u are a bloody direct person cannot tahan hahaha.alrite n thx for urging me along during the camp to keep on to schedule when i was losing faith in everything...i guess everyone can see i was huh. but u keep asking me to go on to the next activities...haha my indecisiveness realli v bad ....okok. yup jus thx for being one of the lonely 3 pple doing all the hard work behind the camp!!!
yep hope all 3 of us can team up tgther again, this time to organise a v successful camp!
im gg to die....blardy tired!!....budden. on to the last two whom im eternally grateful for:
zhenming (our dear chairman of HCCO!): THX! i knew u were bloody tired, both physically and mentally. u were v stressed too. even during the camp, calls for appeals n such...u were v busy, yet u gave ur best for the camp! n i noe being a group leader is v hard,im jus grateful that u n zy can so successfully bring up the mood on the first day! not onli for this, but for the silent support that u gave me for the camp, both as a fren and as a section-mate, im sori that i cant discuss the details of the camp to u, partly bcos i din wan to trouble u, partly bcos there jus was too much to say!!n yea, ur support meant alot, n esp thx for understanding how i felt when nobody wana come for the camp, n nobody wana come for the concert. tis kind of thing, is not use mouth say say onli....can feel one.n u realli helped out bcos of ren qing....so...yup i owe u a big one.ur trouble wif current HCCO, got anithing tel me! i wil do the utmost i can....
zhengyou (my junior cum decessor):heheh.its realli an irony...that time when i was about to cancel the camp? the day b4 i wanted to call soka n cancel the venue...budden there was the stayover. n i tot, mayb somebody will change my mind? cos i wasnt 100% confirm tt i will cancel it, i was 95%. n the onli person that i tot of that could change my mind was u. n haha, u succeeded and the camp went on! altho it wasnt as wat i had expected, but thx so much for saving the camp! n of cos, not to mention the numerous night talks that we had, which would relate to the xianyue camp no matter wat (the clarke quay, the chinatown) yupsss. u were both a physical n moral support, for u helped in contacting pple (helped alot!) n ya dun think i dun appreciate it but jus that....haiz.guys are liddat.n i realise that, the lu zhengyou of sec 2 - 3 is quite diff from that of sec 4! haha.improvement indeed. both the mind n heart.u should noe wat i mean. ok mus say sorry here for yelling at u twice, once over the phone, the other on the 2nd day. both were stressed, sure u understand. but i jus dun wan u to haf an impression of me yelling jus bcos im stressed, i dun yell whenever im stressed. i yelled at u cos i needed somebody to hear me. budden. ya i guess its my fault that everything happened. felt quite bad aft i yelled on the 2nd day, cos u realli haf no responsibility watsoever in the camp, hell i onli asked u weeks before? or days. n ur group leader post is hard i noe, esp with so litt pple, n with the weak activities n planning from us organisers. u try to understand wat im gg thru, but hell, nobody can, so jus wana say thx for jus trying to understand...mayb when u haf gone thru all this, den u will noe? budden, u wouldn't haf to go thru all this, cos Xianyue Camp 2005 haf alr been organised and carried out.....thx for everything. from spending time to contact, to understand, to being a group leader, a fren, n a support. without u the flame of xianyue camp would haf been blown out a long time ago, but u reminded me of my past years in chsco....that youth who had guts. well. dare to think of the impossible, as i haf repeated so mani times.u asked me to storm out everything the night before the camp, to shout everytthing out...so that the next day during the camp, i would be the happy me, cos u dun wan to c a depressed or pissed me organising a camp rite? but in the end, i still did mood swings rite? i still wasnt able to compose myself enuff....n still stone around, still pull a sad face. well for all that u n zhenming haf been trying so hard to make pple laugh, here i am to make pple sad wif my pissed look. i dun blame u for blaming me. i blamed myself too.budden. yup.i haf learnt thru tis ...
i am tired. its 6.10am. i started typing at ....2am??? 4 hours!!! the longest post i ever write before!!!
the no. of "thx" and "!" in this post is far more than all those i haf used in my previous posts...
i haf given hell lot for this camp. thanks to those who took it.this will be the last time i give to Xianyue Camp 2005.from now on life will return back to normal for me, no pursuing of venues, no running to principal's office,no having to do proposals late at night alys at the back of my mind, no running to com lab to do proposals during lunch breaks, no walking aimlessly around home thinking of games to play, no staring into space and visualing how the camp will take place, no taking out of my small little black notebook to jot down ani ideas that came into my mind, no contacting of pple that i duno, no asking SLs when are they free for meetings, no perfecting my english in the parental consent forms, no having to stand up for all the camp costs, no breaking down bcos of the stress...
no Xianyue Camp. the out-of-the-place camp that no one noes.
or issit???....
Xianyue Camp 2006......anyone?
i shall be blunt and straightforward in this post.
i mus first apologise for using this blog as a place where i can shout out loud, but wat im gonna shout is of concern to xianyue, hence i c some bits of relevance for this post to be here.
as wat jiankai said, my flame has gone down, and the burning passion is quickly dissolving. as wat i said, im tired.
its been a long road since the day i joined this co. n im tired, bcos its tiring for someone to continue shouting when nobody hears.
i guess tis post will seem v irrelevant to anione looking at it rite now, cos the meaning behind this is not in the words, but between the lines.
i haf come to blog about the Xianyue Camp 2005.
it was the greatest challenge in my seventeen years of life. it showed alot to me, n i learnt alot, as i haf mentioned before. the amount of emotional and spiritual struggle within oneself, the amount of thickness the layers of ur face can make up of, the amount of happiness,sadness,disappointment,aghast,frustration,endurance,relief one can ever feel mixed up tgther, the camp haf provided me the excellent chance. n more i fear. for i noe that thru this camp, some part of me haf disappeared. i noe that this camp haf made me tired. i noe that this camp, altho it might not change anyone else, haf certainly changed me alot.
my tots n views on the camp goes along wif that for the current hcco and mayb even some of the old tchsco that i was in. for me, the hols haf been a "co" hols, thanks to the Xianyue Camp, budden, since i learnt so much, i din regret spending my time.
i wont say im not disappointed,angry with anyone. cos thats not the truth. i considered typing every bloody name on this site, but, life haf to go on. let not the names be eternally screened, so that i may forget what hatred n anguish i haf bore during the preparation for the camp. hope that pple will change, n life will seem happier, altho hidden underneath every smiling faces, there's alys so many that hides the sword in their heart.
i jus read zhengyou's blog. din noe wat the paricipants think about the camp, but now i do. the words that he used were heart-breaking, but the truth is said.im only sorry for the 15 odd pple that turned up, for the lousy organising, lousy planning, lousy schedule, lousy decisions, lousy.....its an irony. n to think that i imagined a camp so different as that of the Xianyue Camp 2005. the atmosphere. the people. the attitude. the activities. the team of organisers. me. different....out of the world. completely..unexpected?....im flipping thru my small little notebook....n realli. its terrifying. how so much haf not been done. how so mani haf not yet been said. how so .much.
i see it!!! i see it!! so many! give me! give me a team, give me a camp....i will do it. i am very sure i will do it. i can do it. i haf the ability...n now i noe y i cried on that day.
becos it failed.
simple but hard truth. im proud to c myself able to admit it. for it may look v easy for anione of u out there reading this blog, but no, its not for me. esp when u haf no one to look for. esp when all directions u face onli blank, expressionless faces look back at u. esp when ur frens wan to help but duno how to bcos they haf nv experienced this before. i nv blame them.
its a torture. if i haf been anione of my unenthu hcco-mates organising, i will haf died. realli. at least go crazy.
my parents tot i was crazy......
can u believe it, when u haf to resort to discussing the camp wif ur family? do u noe how many times i yelled at my family mems, zhengyou? when i haf no one to yell at too. u noe how it feels, dun u? u noe how it feels rite? but at least u haf bong rite?...n do u noe how bad it was when i regain my conscious aft yelling?when u realise tt u jus did sth to someone that is NOT responsible for ani of the shit that u r doing? that is totally out of their business. n its ur family. try it. it hurts.
i was stressed. right since duno when, before promos.i din realise it, until one day when i asked my bro for help, n he gave me a blunt ans without thinking cos he was busy. he haf a life. i was anguished, angry. i tot he jus din care. n i shouted...n den he asked me one ques calmly "are u stressed?" n i said, "yes". that was the time when i realise the camp was taking up my life. i was blind..
u c, nobody can realli understand wat the small frog in the well is saying, bcos everybodi is up there looking down at it. even if he/she listens to wat the frog croak, the onli thing he/she can feel is the frog's tone. not the frog's heart. it doesnt hurt when u noe pple dun understand. it hurts when u noe pple think they noe they understand. when actually wat they understand is bullshit. atleast some of them.
the notebook is cool.i din noe i had so mani plans for the camp.now i can safely say that the participants of xianyue camp 2005 haf onli gone thru 5% of the dreamed xianyue camp 2005. at first i tot it was 10%. but i was wrong....pple who flipped thru the notebook, often read the diary part. they missed the big part..the planning one. bcos they think these parts are not important. bcos its all over the place. but ironically, the important parts are all around.
i guess in the end, it was realli "eventless", huh?
it is my fault.i started the camp, i destroyed it wif my bare hands. as wat i haf told zhengyou and dayang during the stayover, "this camp is an extra. it is an out-of-the-world,it is out of the cycle. bcos in the co world, in the jc life, nobodi haf ever heard of the 'Xianyue Camp' before. therefore its feared. pple fear the unknown. pple shun away. therefore its destined to be cancelled." in the end, it was not. but sadly to say, it has transformed into sth that i haf nv fathom before. it was not even a camp.
im not gg to bitch about the sls, those team of organisers that said they wanted to organise tis camp. i haf no one to bitch about. they haf their reasons in leaving, i haf my goal to reach. but i say that its my fault solely, for not making u all enthu about the camp, for not handling the planning, esp the venue and stuff, well. i haf tot thru it, n they leave bcos of me. or rather, my actions. hence i learnt this one impt lesson in the camp: nv blame others, blame urself first.i wont hide it, but y the camp turn out like this, 99% is bcos of a weak team of organisers.n i say this again, tat the fault lie solely on me.
i was too ignorant.
i din wan to go into this. in the past i used to think if u r strong enuff, nothing can stop u. i realise until now that, as i haf so painfully said in the camp, that u alys need help. whether issit physically, or emotionally. u need pple around u. to help. simply....to be around.
sometimes during the course of the camp, i will think that this is not "xianyue camp" but "ningfei's camp". i tot of that when i cancelled a meeting 2 am in the morn.n i felt cold inside out. cos tis was not wat i wanted it to be. altho many would haf believe so, IT IS NOT. n to hell to those who believe thus. bcos im not that kind of person. so dun use ur own kind of char to judge my char. i din want it to be lidat...n when i heard other sec sch pple saying "ur camp" "ningfei's poor thing camp" ...i duno wat to feel. its like pouring a truck of rubbish onto u. u all realli make me feel like im like an idiot....like i haf nothing beta to do. like im doing some spa service for u all...like im a servant. like im nothing. n a nothing is organsing sth,.....so who cares???? who cares to attend something so unimportant? i respect ur decision n choice in coming or not, but i despised ur attitude. u may go ahead n think that the camp is rubbish, i wont mind, but u haf no right to push evething to me when u duno the details. altho its my fault, u duno WHY its my fault.
n thus i start to hate these people.
but, it was a miracle for me not to rebut or retaliate. i learnt to keep low. n remember. rmb those faces, or names, or reps of schools, that haf in one way or another lost their basic form of human nature. n i will remember...unconsciously no doubt, but i will remember...
sadly, thats wat i told myself. to remember! dun forget those bastards! those evil-faced foul-tongued people! dun forget the cold-hearted world, the brain-washed ultra-conservative society, the stupid excuses that pple made up jus to avoid joining the camp! dun forget them!...but no. onli a child thinks that. life will go on...may this be the last time i tokked about them. bcos from now on they are strangers to me.
"even if there are 100 pple who haf shown evil, n 1 person who haf shown kindness in the process of preparing the camp,i will onli rmb the 1 person, bcos onli he/she is worth remembering."
i think i haf spoken enuff.i apologise for using this blog to shout.
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i jus took a break. to forget about the evil human nature that we all haf -- to hate. bcos im gonna thank pple now, n i dun wan to bear the "to hate" heart to thank pple.
ok. i shal start to thank:
the Singapore Soka Association. whom i owed so much so much for. haha u participants may not feel it, not even siu hon or weiyang, cos u all wasnt in contact with them at all before the camp..i did. n their politeness and kindness realli awed me. i mean, who would haf cared for a bunch of co guys gathering around and having a camp? which organisation will lend the place for us to use? n besides that, the sleeping bags, the laptop, the projector....the keyboard, the milo powders, the utensils....i realli duno how to thank them. at least for my whole life i wouldnt forget the SSA.even if u may not see this, miss wong n miss tan, but i sincerely thank you from the bottom of both the camp's heart and my heart.
i realise i owe alot of pple for this camp...
to the list of sectional leaders of different secondary schools and junior colleges, whom i haf troubled over the months or weeks in contacting their sections and informing them about the camp, my heartfelt thanks for ur time n effort
Vincent Cat High
Xin Hui SNGS
Yu Hao TCHS
Wenqi/Andrea/Hannah NYGH
Ming Quan RI
Sherry/Joyce RGS
Wei Jian Pasir Ris
Liza Nanhua
Ziwei RV
Rachel Zhonghua
n for those whom i din personally contact,
Dunman High CO SL
VSCO SL
Ngee Ann CO SL
CCHS (M) CO SL
CCHS (Y) CO SL
Coral Sec CO SL
n of cos, not forgetting the SLs of all JCs except SRJC(which dun haf a co), the group whom i haf started my idea out with originally:
to those whom did not join in the comm:
Chinyong VJ
Jiayi YJ
Linghui JJ (VP and not SL)
Yan Ping NJ
Kah Yee CJ (Pres and not SL)
Chuan Guan MJ
Bernice/Yifang IJ
yea mus apologise for taking up ur time n such. altho some of u alr knew that ur mems wont be interested, but i din giv up hope. yep thx at least for replying to my messages...
and, not forgetting my sls comm who had sludged thru the months listening to my phone calls, receiving my bad news via smses, n attending my boring mtgs(now that i think of it, it was realli sianzzz...):
wanyan PJ : thanks for doing the letter for the boss! haf to take off some of ur time to do the letter cos i was busy wif another thing. moreover u were the secretary! alrite n thx for listening to all those phone calls about updates on the camp. hur i think i shld thank all the sls for that.n yupz thx for asking ur jc mems too!
linglong ACJC: thanks for accompanying me to tour the soka place and the Kent Ridge Park!well cant say u benefited from it since in the end u din come, budden jus thx for the company.and oso to attend the meeting at hwachong.
pei han ACJC: thanks for spending ur time off in the first place to contact ur fellow section mates! even when u were about to leave, u stil did sth out of ur job. so thx!
weiling AJC: mus thank u for doing the score....hope u will send it to me next year! n for ur enthuness in the veri first place...yea stil rmb u said u were looking forward to meet the fellow SLs even before the first meeting. i mus say sorry for making the mtgs n such a failure....i wasnt even able to do a contact list for us..yea so sorry for the disappointment caused. n thx for informing ur section mates...din blame u for them not coming over...
cheryl SAJC: u i haf realli to say sorry cos in the first place i din noe the response from ur sch was tt bad...den i keep calling u up to "update" u ...yea. i was thinking u sure would be in the comm....yep so sorry for ur time wasted. but thank you for informing ur section mates esp, cos u were the first to reply n confirm about the situation at ur school....right at the very first time in july. i jus wasnt able to confirm alot of things right until november....so ur departure from the comm n the camp i understand. yep n thx for the time used to discuss how to make ur frens go....
yuanting TJC: thanks for the support! one of those few that i can tokked to actually. thx for informing ur section mates, n dunman high! not forgetting finding a replacement for u since u haf work to do. n thx for jus sludging through and tokking crap!
huiling RJC: alrite u were the one skeptical one about the camp. haha wif alot of questions directing towards me and demanding if the camp is gg to work out...yea but thx for jus discussing the camp wif me during geco pracs n such! n for the multiple advices issued....n for the games tot? n for the two places that u found on the web....yea appreciate the help u lent.quite sad that u werent able to make it for the camp in the end...budden, next time?? haha. n u r realli a music freak..
weiliang TpJC: yo dude! honestly was saddened by the fact that u cant come for the camp in the end....jus a few days b4 the camp.jus wana say that u haf done alot alot alr! so thx! for the consent forms, for the garnering pple, ur side sec schs n such, for the numerous constructive advices about the camp t-shirt, the camp banner, the poster, the flyers(which all din turn up in the camp.....haiz)the late online chats. the stuff that i nid someone to do n u do it. n yep a great moral support for someone organising this camp....for pulling thru the 3 mtgs...despite sick n not free n such. haha even went pooling n such rite...yep many thanks! stay in touch!
siu hon NyJC: See below!
to all the comm SLs:
jus wana say sorry for letting all of u wait for me during meetings....i was late 30 mins for the first mtg, 1 hour for the 2nd, 40 mins for the third. so sorry! *slap slap*
n as i said, i dun blame ani of u for not attending the camp in the end :)
to my section mates:
yea Xianyue Camp 2005 haf shown alot. jus wana thank minyi for coming on the first day (altho i stil duno why u changed ur mind) n jin guan for the moral support, altho i noe u hate camps ...haha.xianyue camp helped me realise that things are jus liddat in xianyue now....no matter how hard i try, i stil nid a response from u all. yups. but i think i will jus keep trying? altho im tired la...hccoxyz rox!!
to jiankai and weiquan, my two best frens in class: thanks for the support!! u guys rox all the way! hell u two were even more concerned about the camp den some of the pple involved in it. hahaha...thx! realli is huan nan jian zhen qing....
to the hcco peeps who were coming to watch the concert: geraldine,chee gake,jian kai,zhixuan,royston,shou hao: thx for the support! u duno how much u gave to this poor soul!
to none other than the participants of Xianyue Camp 2005, of whom the camp would not haf even been held:
hongfei
junzhi
ruihong
chenyang
gim thia
my dear juniors who came to support....appreciate that u all came n lasted all 3 days! n not complaining too....hope u all learn sth? n pardon me if i was rude cos i was stressed...realli. esp u, chenyang...yea.n thx u all for adding to the sounds and noises of xianyue camp! hehe.
minyi
amelia
rachel
hahhaa.the sole 3 gals on the first day. minyi i dunnid say u shld noe how i feel. the other two....appreciate alot that u all came! esp esp when its a camp full of boys....(chi high boys)....n rachel ! haha. u realli got the guts man. n u got the enthuness...ha so dun be afraid to be enthu! n jus thx for putting in effort to ask pple to come....mm.
hong guan
heh hope the camp will make u more close to tchs boys. but jus wana say thx for coming!
n not forgetting those who came in on the second day:
the 3 RGS gals: sherry, joyce, serene
the 2 st. nicks gals: jiawei, sutyee
the 1 nyjc guy: minghao
yea thx for jus showing face....n hafing fun wif us! realli hope u all had a great time, altho wif the lagged schedule n such i doubt so :( ......thx for helping to inform pple! minghao thx for lugging those pails of water bombs all the way to KRP n having to sit down n listen to me about the games while bitten by mosquitoes....sherry thx for the msg! quite a morale-booster....
the 1 nyjc guy who came for the briefing/meeting but din come for the camp....: julian
yep thx for coming....appreciate ur presence!
the 6 seniors:
junkai,andrew,timothy,zhiyong,lixiang,boon shan
boon shan having to wake up so early to come onli to find that all participants are still sleeping :X....n thx for offering to help too!
junkai for coming aft (soooooo) many times i called n persuaded u to come....yup but hope u haf the time to prac ur erhu there :)
lixiang for coming over aft ur work n showing support all the way>>>>
zhiyong for agreeing to come right in the first place....(u were the first hehe)
timo for coming over on the first night, den go home, den come on second day again....(normally when pple come and see the state of the camp they will siam the second day....)
andrew for helping to carry all the shit for the station games !!! (which in the end half of it we din use...) n realli sorry! for dumping u at the crossroad and shouting at u over the phone ...was damn bloody hell stressed at KRP tt day.thx!!!
n thx oso for making the balloons with the words "Thank You SSA".....
*pant* see so many to thank for the camp....
i sincerely thank the two seniors who came:
melvin: altho u r J8 (or J9???), n not in xianyue, u still showed support for the camp, including the scores for anjing, n coming for the first day, playing the icebreakers, practising wif us. i cant put the thanks in words...u are a great senior! do come back often n join in the activities!!! no matter wat, u r still part of HCCO, cos u haven forget that u are part of it....AND, i still owe u $7!! (i think)
liangsheng: ok mus say sorry first, (sori!), for screaming at u unreasonably jus few days before the camp (which was my ultra-high-stressed period). please understand...but realli thx for coming back n helping out....n asking about the camp every now and den. now tt i organise this camp, i feel wat u haf gone thru when u organised the alumni co...or at least part of it. mayb urs is a subset cos urs onli nid to contact hwachong pple....but mine haf to contact pple from other schools that i dun even noe....but in any case, thx for creating fun and laughter in the camp! (altho not ur type of fun n laughter! :) )
whoaa.....finally. to some of the pple that i appreciated alot for their help...
lan lao shi! aka mr lam. whom without which the Xianyue Camp 2005 would nv haf occurred!..haha shant say why here. cos he wouldnt be looking at this. but i stil rmb tt time nearing midnite, i called u while i was out on NEL...den when u suggested that place...suddenly my phone bat went flat! i was so panicky den....haf to wait until i rush home from mrt....den call u immediately once i stepped inside. den it was u who took quite some time to help me....yuppppz. it was sth to be remembered...
miss tan! as in, the teacher incharge for HCCO...yup i noe i bugged u ALOT for this xianyue camp...n ya i was asking too much i admit. both for the venue and for the overnight thing. realli soooori for the trouble i caused wif Mrs Chin n for taking up ur lessons time. thx for ur effort in making everything smooth for the camp....n for the advise n help that u gave. okok, wont bugged u again for no reason la! my chem teacher next year leh....
to the two who were two pillars of moral support for me during the organising of the camp:
vera (TJC): yup altho u were a substitute for the comm mems u proved more than that! appreciate the times when u called to discuss the camp ...n for finding the sponsors n writing to the organisations, introducing to them about our camp....n of informing 3 sec schools n ur own tjc school, n of publicising the camp until like to other schools that i dun even noe got co....den to ur frens too (yea u got realli alot of co contacts)...n thx esp for urging ur tj section mates to go!!! heard from weiyang wat u did la....i often wonder how one tt is not attending the camp n not previously involved in the camp can be so enthu n persistent in asking pple to come.....oh well. u r one exception.aniwae mus mus mus thank you for the moral support...err ya cos u somehow replace the SLs that were leaving one by one....n sori haf to trouble u wif the camp stuffs....arr. duno wat to say. jus thx!
dayang (my hcco senior!) hahahha. u were prob the first one whom i bitched about the Xianyue Camp. i rmb it was at beauty world? the Macs there. yups.yay thx for listening to me den! we tokked late into the night aft that pooling session rmb? (that time i thrash u ...) yea tt was the first ever i tokked about the xianyue camp in detail other than my family.hehe.thx for the listening ear! n of cos...thx for the utmost support all the way for the camp!!!!noe u were quite sad that bcos of army cant go for the camp...u noe when i was at my lowest, at the start of dec, when i was about to cancel the camp, i tot tt "nvm la, still got dayang will surely go one." haha. u were a buddha den lo.thx for encouraging me to go on at my hardest time....a v good companion!
n lastly, but mostly, to the four of u,whom without which the Xianyue Camp 2005 wouldnt haf been possible, literally:
my two frens cum helper cum camp-mates:
siu hon (nyjc): dude! alys so dudedy....yup u were the onli one left out of all the original 9 organisers, n i thank u for staying n helping out. more importantly, for being "alone" in the camp, for most of the participants are either from the same outside orch or same school or jc. u are realli the most out...dun mind me say. but haha u stayed on thru-out the 3 days, i duno how n why, but jus thx for transporting all the food, for lending ur gaohu (dragon head) n erhus, for copying fenpus, for tokking cok to me n weiyang, for insisting on helping out instead of having fun in the camp with the participants, for trying to cheer the whole mood up, the whole atmosphere up, for bon-ning me...for having fun with us, a bunch of strangers! esp for helping out in the station games....u noe...the hard work n such. for listening to wat i asked u to do during the camp, altho u haf no obligation to do so. alot bah...for informing too ur 4 section mates, for pulling in pple to come n help...mus say sori for ani mood swings that i had during the camp,n for ani rude things i said. cos again: i was stressed.haha.yup if got another time,dun mind being helpers with u again! n keep that xianyue spirit up for as long as u can!
weiyang(tjc): haha. i DIN expect u will help THAT much.haha. u din seemed that keen to help in the first place. but i was glad that u helped out. yea u were the excellent kitchen boy....all washing/making of bread/preparing of stuffs/ haha u auto will go do one.den got anithing will ask me if nid to do....woa realli thx alot for helping out! altho in the first place u werent even supposed to do anithing at all!....like i jus asked u whether u can helped out onli days before??? n haha thx for everything i haf said up there, plus esp the tokking cok sessions....n ya u are a bloody direct person cannot tahan hahaha.alrite n thx for urging me along during the camp to keep on to schedule when i was losing faith in everything...i guess everyone can see i was huh. but u keep asking me to go on to the next activities...haha my indecisiveness realli v bad ....okok. yup jus thx for being one of the lonely 3 pple doing all the hard work behind the camp!!!
yep hope all 3 of us can team up tgther again, this time to organise a v successful camp!
im gg to die....blardy tired!!....budden. on to the last two whom im eternally grateful for:
zhenming (our dear chairman of HCCO!): THX! i knew u were bloody tired, both physically and mentally. u were v stressed too. even during the camp, calls for appeals n such...u were v busy, yet u gave ur best for the camp! n i noe being a group leader is v hard,im jus grateful that u n zy can so successfully bring up the mood on the first day! not onli for this, but for the silent support that u gave me for the camp, both as a fren and as a section-mate, im sori that i cant discuss the details of the camp to u, partly bcos i din wan to trouble u, partly bcos there jus was too much to say!!n yea, ur support meant alot, n esp thx for understanding how i felt when nobody wana come for the camp, n nobody wana come for the concert. tis kind of thing, is not use mouth say say onli....can feel one.n u realli helped out bcos of ren qing....so...yup i owe u a big one.ur trouble wif current HCCO, got anithing tel me! i wil do the utmost i can....
zhengyou (my junior cum decessor):heheh.its realli an irony...that time when i was about to cancel the camp? the day b4 i wanted to call soka n cancel the venue...budden there was the stayover. n i tot, mayb somebody will change my mind? cos i wasnt 100% confirm tt i will cancel it, i was 95%. n the onli person that i tot of that could change my mind was u. n haha, u succeeded and the camp went on! altho it wasnt as wat i had expected, but thx so much for saving the camp! n of cos, not to mention the numerous night talks that we had, which would relate to the xianyue camp no matter wat (the clarke quay, the chinatown) yupsss. u were both a physical n moral support, for u helped in contacting pple (helped alot!) n ya dun think i dun appreciate it but jus that....haiz.guys are liddat.n i realise that, the lu zhengyou of sec 2 - 3 is quite diff from that of sec 4! haha.improvement indeed. both the mind n heart.u should noe wat i mean. ok mus say sorry here for yelling at u twice, once over the phone, the other on the 2nd day. both were stressed, sure u understand. but i jus dun wan u to haf an impression of me yelling jus bcos im stressed, i dun yell whenever im stressed. i yelled at u cos i needed somebody to hear me. budden. ya i guess its my fault that everything happened. felt quite bad aft i yelled on the 2nd day, cos u realli haf no responsibility watsoever in the camp, hell i onli asked u weeks before? or days. n ur group leader post is hard i noe, esp with so litt pple, n with the weak activities n planning from us organisers. u try to understand wat im gg thru, but hell, nobody can, so jus wana say thx for jus trying to understand...mayb when u haf gone thru all this, den u will noe? budden, u wouldn't haf to go thru all this, cos Xianyue Camp 2005 haf alr been organised and carried out.....thx for everything. from spending time to contact, to understand, to being a group leader, a fren, n a support. without u the flame of xianyue camp would haf been blown out a long time ago, but u reminded me of my past years in chsco....that youth who had guts. well. dare to think of the impossible, as i haf repeated so mani times.u asked me to storm out everything the night before the camp, to shout everytthing out...so that the next day during the camp, i would be the happy me, cos u dun wan to c a depressed or pissed me organising a camp rite? but in the end, i still did mood swings rite? i still wasnt able to compose myself enuff....n still stone around, still pull a sad face. well for all that u n zhenming haf been trying so hard to make pple laugh, here i am to make pple sad wif my pissed look. i dun blame u for blaming me. i blamed myself too.budden. yup.i haf learnt thru tis ...
i am tired. its 6.10am. i started typing at ....2am??? 4 hours!!! the longest post i ever write before!!!
the no. of "thx" and "!" in this post is far more than all those i haf used in my previous posts...
i haf given hell lot for this camp. thanks to those who took it.this will be the last time i give to Xianyue Camp 2005.from now on life will return back to normal for me, no pursuing of venues, no running to principal's office,no having to do proposals late at night alys at the back of my mind, no running to com lab to do proposals during lunch breaks, no walking aimlessly around home thinking of games to play, no staring into space and visualing how the camp will take place, no taking out of my small little black notebook to jot down ani ideas that came into my mind, no contacting of pple that i duno, no asking SLs when are they free for meetings, no perfecting my english in the parental consent forms, no having to stand up for all the camp costs, no breaking down bcos of the stress...
no Xianyue Camp. the out-of-the-place camp that no one noes.
or issit???....
Xianyue Camp 2006......anyone?
Thursday, December 08, 2005
dedication
a song dedicated to all our dear seniors (if you all read this):
祝你一路顺风 - by 小虎队
那一天 知道你要走
我们一句话也没有说
当午夜的钟声 敲痛离别的心门
却打不开我深深的沈默
那一天 送你送到最后
我们一句话也没有留
当拥挤的月台 挤痛送别的人们
却挤不掉我深深的离愁
我知道你有千言你有万语 却不肯说出口
你知道我好担心我好难过 却不敢说出口
当你背上行囊 卸下那份荣耀
我只能让眼泪留在心底
面带着微微笑 用力的挥挥手
祝你一路顺风
当你踏上月台 从此一个人走
我只能深深的祝福你
深深的祝福你 最亲爱的朋友
祝你一路顺风
hope you enjoy it.
best wishes for your years ahead...
remember us. remember HCCOXYZ 2005. we will remember you.
祝你一路顺风 - by 小虎队
那一天 知道你要走
我们一句话也没有说
当午夜的钟声 敲痛离别的心门
却打不开我深深的沈默
那一天 送你送到最后
我们一句话也没有留
当拥挤的月台 挤痛送别的人们
却挤不掉我深深的离愁
我知道你有千言你有万语 却不肯说出口
你知道我好担心我好难过 却不敢说出口
当你背上行囊 卸下那份荣耀
我只能让眼泪留在心底
面带着微微笑 用力的挥挥手
祝你一路顺风
当你踏上月台 从此一个人走
我只能深深的祝福你
深深的祝福你 最亲爱的朋友
祝你一路顺风
hope you enjoy it.
best wishes for your years ahead...
remember us. remember HCCOXYZ 2005. we will remember you.
awaken from a dream...
yupz.co camp jus ended today 7 dec. n im here damn shacked cos i onli had 1 hr of sleep in the past two days. (zhengyou!ur fault!)but stil wana blogg here cos....some things jus floated into my mind,n thru this co camp i realli learn alot..or shall i say re-learn? i duno either. wat i noe is, i haf finally...awaken from a dream!
co camp 5-7 dec. 5,7 dec is morn xiaozu, sectional lunch 3 hours, 2hr xiaozu + 2hr dazu.6 dec morn xiaozu, aftn supposed to be activities like caps ball and board games. den night go watch cco concert, n den stayover at our junior zhengyou's house.yea.ok i start wif the stayover? it was completely diff from the one tt our xyz grp had at minyi's house, altho er both live at sengkang? cos of the pple i shld say, of all the peeps onli dayang had gone to the previous stayover. the others are j1 bong wenxi n me, sec 4s shouhao,sinhwee,zhengyou,junzhi,ruihong,hongfei. yupz so quite alot of juniors....thus, i couldnt help but rmb the previous stayover during yest's stayover...hmm....was it tt long ago??...n now where were the j1s tt had attended the stayover at guinea's house??? duno y but feel quite sad when i recalled tt stayover yest..
i rmb it was cele sharon's bdae...
Guinea's Stayover (Part 2)
the key was alr in the lock! in a while both gals are gg to come in la!...so we quickly light the candle (while trying to wipe the cream off from dripping), den off all lights....den siam to a corner where they cant see us when they open the door. ok evething prepared so smoothly....we were waiting for the two....den guess wat the stupid maplestory bkground music was blasting loud! its like so ironic la the whole room dark dark onli can hear the cute cute sound playing.haha but we cant do anithhing le so might as welll....ya. ehh den we keep waiting but the two gals seem to be stuck outside....den libo suddenly realised that the lock tt we previously put in place haven been pulled back!...wahh.i haf to run to the door again n den pull the lock la. den run back again to the corner.wif cream dripping. den when she came in, minyi on the light of the kitchen (for duno wat reason>>>???) den we jus sort of "sprang out" n sang the happi birthday song lo.den sharon was standing like 10 feet from the cake liddat....so scared for wat???she wasnt stunned lo more of apprehensive, bet she predicted sth lidat rite?? cannot be poss tt she realised its fake just by seeing it?so we sang the song (unsuccessfully) den it was time to cut the cake la...err...minyi went to take the knife. den sharon jus cut the sponge wif it lo.attempted la. ok. i mus say here tt SHE WAS SUPPOSED TO BE CLOSER TO THE CAKE WHEN CUTTING!! budden she did not she was ten feet away n leaning forward cutting the cake??? how i cream her wif the cake??? yea?? so wat happend later cannot entirely blame me la.
err ok she cut e cake like approx 3 times lidat (cos sponge leh how to cut>??) den i tot it was too obvious if she realise the "cake" cant be cut....so ya i quickly take the whole "cake" n "smash" (attempted) into her face. ya la her face was the target but duno y she dodged ???? n thus the cake onli creamed like her hair?? the whole cake was smacked on the floor la wif all cream flying about in all directions. yea stil rmb tt scene. den cos it was unsuccessfully (onli her HAIR got creamed?? aft so much preparation?:??) creamed, dayang quickly went in front n er "attacked" her face wif the cream la. i think got zham some.yay.yups den aft tt someone on the lights n bingo! the whole room was cream. the floor esp. haiz den we haf to wash up lo. use tissue paper wipe n den use mop to mop.err ok la din tot of using hand to dry the mop before mopping...wahh dun keep saying i dun do housework leh. aniwae ya each of us went to wash feet wif detol or sth cos the cream was OILY. yea in the end even the 'bdae gal' took the mop n mop la.chao paiseh haha..ehh for jus like 5 seconds of fun we had like so mani preparations n aftermaths work to do???hahaha. budden all for the fun ma.
n so ya aft all cleaning work was done, n dinner finished, time to show the real cake! so how we do it???hahaha.originally i asked her to siam aside, like got sth to tel her. but cant of think of anithing at tt time la. den was stuttering all the way...trying to make time while they prepare the candles n such on the real cake on a washing machine. got a few times its realli a close shave tt she saw the cake la. haha bet she din notice.we were like bringing the cake ard the house, some guys trying to distract her while others do the cake. budden in the end haf to resort to "use" minyi to call her to her room....which worked! hahahahahahahahhaa. in future got anithing jus ask minyi to distract her haha.ok den we prepared the cake taking our time la in the kitchen, den push the piano/organ chair back to the centre of the living room, den all things looking exactly the same as the first cake was presented. off the light. den we were making sounds to show tt we are eating dinner or sth. so as not to arouse suspicions mah. c hwa chong peeps so smart. den when all were ready, we asked minyi n sharon to come out lo. haha den sang the song again (duno how mani times unsuccessfully)den HA! bet she got the REAL shock tis time cos we all can c the stunned look on her face.hahahah.u dun think we will like onli cream u n not buy a cake right??yaya. so taking of photos wif cake, wishing bdae wish, cutting of cake, taking out of candles.blah blah blah. hahaha budden the two gals quickly siamed to the com to play ms again straight aft cutting the cake. so fast!! left me to cut finish the slices n distribute. free labour ar. n den ya had some washing up, some time lagging, n ya this is probably the end of our small litt surprise bdae for sharon.haha.
jin guan had to go at about 11 sth. so left 5 of us, dayang libo sharon minyi me. initially(aft like duno how long of pulling BOTH gals frm the com screen)we played poker. wif mahjong tiles as money. den haha ya it was ok some of us went bankrupt while others earned alot. ya i was beginner ok but i was down to the last mahjong tile when i revived!! n den i became rich!! hahhahaha.okok.
den pple go bathing...except me n libo.aft tt, our dear host decided tt she was too tired so she siamed to her queensize bed n slept from then on.which effectively leaves 4 of us around a glass table in the living room. wif a fan blowing. n pringles. ok so wat do 4 pple around 1 table do? yea we played contract bridge. n believe me, i tot it was not as fun as floating bridge...but i was wrong! haha! it was 2.30am we start our first game i think.haha evebodi was v jin sheng n focused la. cos i was sitting opps sharon n dayang opps libo, the teams are formed. den we competed! trust me it was damn mind-racking la. pple setting traps all over the place. haf to wreck ur alr half-dead brain in the middle of the nite to carefully put ur card.haha but dun mind me say but dayang was either quite noob or quite braindead cos he did alot of obvious mistakes (libo haf to remind him sometimes for some VERY obvious things...) den ya but he provided entertainment la at least.hahaha.okok.at the start we were quite honest la, but later evolved until the pairs start to communicate thru eye gestures (ok la sharon half the time err i din noe wat u were trying to communicate tho ha) den libo n dayang team even more pro use words to ask la.haha.but ok it was quite a fair game. esp team up mah.den got goal somemore. more motivation. more fun. yay.
we played from 2.30am to 8.30am, with no stops but onli one which i needed badly (cos nid to bang bang....u all v bad, dun let me bathe!!!! u la sharon the other two din say anithing lo.) but towards the end all 3 guys alr eyes drooping and head nodding down le except tt hyper gal...den when we play is like err nomore using of brains we jus DIN hav the resources in our brains to interpret the cards le lo. haha mus c our facial expression tt morn...its like sit there n play for 6 hours leh. the road became quiet to noisy, sun rising, birds chirping etc.haha. n we kept on playing n playing. budden it was realli a struggle la, sometimes 1 team win consecutive 4 to 5 rounds, blah blah. in the end, perfect score of 20 - 20! which meant we played 40 rounds of bridge in 6 hours.........which took up almost the whole night n part of the stayover.hahhaha. wat i learnt from tis stayover?? contract bridge is fun! dun mind playing in chalet!
ya aft tt, while we were playing the last few rounds, minyi sleepilliy came out den cooked breakfast for us. french toast!bread + egg. budden haiz nid me to go n fry aft the game was done.ehh mus say sori ar i realise i din fry the egg until its fully cooked some stil have the raw taste in it ..eee..in the end fried more than enuff tho.haf to stuff them into my stomach. den us 4 lied down on the sofa annd floor n jus fell aslp lo.for halfhour i think, while minyi was mapling.den at 10am sharon wana watched tis kids central show until like 11, so we pei her watch. den we zao le...yupz...
haha ok i told u the fun parts are both the buying food/cooking, preparing of cake and the 6 hours contract bridge parts.n so the next stayover....hope we haf more peeps to come n play!thx evebodi!!!~
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yupz tis was the fun stayover tt we had....tt i suddenly recalled yest when i was at zhengyou's house.budden the juniors were like playin PS2?den we oso watched movie.ya.den aft tt pple started to sleep, den aft playing wif small mahjong tiles we got bored n lied down lo (ruihong n hong fei were still playing the ps2 la)...n ya tt was the time when me, zhengyou n dayang realli started tokking crap...den aft tt...the xianyue camp came into the convo...n tt was when i was truly awaken..
yupz alot of u shld not noe the juniors that well rite? cos they frm chs. hongfei,junzhi n ruihong are all previously erhu players lo. n they are fast la, in handling songs... but still haf some areas to mo lian mo lian. as for zhengyou, he's my er decessor or sth, student conductor, n ya so naturally more close to him. oso erhu player. 4 of them should be joining us next year, but zhengyou shld b joining huangcheng in the first 3 mths. yea...haiz budden the other sec 4s haven come yet...so v hard for me to confirm who is joining or not.
yea...tt convo took place while we were like lying down with our 3 heads on one cushion in different directions. it practically touched on all that i haf been worrying abt xianyue stuffs ...ya can say tt. n ya zhengyou realli gave me a loud smack on my head. i mus admit tt as the aft-promos days go on, i became demoralised day by day...by both xianyue n xianyue camp. ok i feel no nid to elaborate here. but jus tt it became so bad tt a few days b4 i jus could not find tt enthuness ani long. tt enthuness of organising n organising. tt forever long nv die dreams, tt once lived in my soul.its like a wrecked piece of shit now.realli, i felt quite empty. its tt fortunate tt i had tt convo wif both DY n ZY, such tt i found back tt rush for xianyue. ya. briefly its like tis. cant express in words fully.
zhengyou -- forget abt wat shit tt i told u abt xianyue, forget abt anithing i said abt anione in xianyue cos u duno them yet, forget abt the bai lei words tt i stupidly uttered on tt nite....it was truly amazing how society changes people. i was like u, once tot to be immune to these things, but i was wrong, apparently.one cannot live without a strong identity of urself. i wil show u how fun xianyue peeps can be...
n abt the other juniors? did i tell u anithing abt the current situation? i think i mus spend my utmost time in the hols to tell u all evethg...since most j1s are not coming for hols pracs.
one thing said on tt nite was great -- as long as there is one person still holding tt trust n hoping u can do sth for him/her, it is worth it to plan the biggest event ever, no matter if it is jus for him/her. in other words, as long as there is one person still wana go for the xianyue camp, the camp will proceed. zhengyou was rite. it is a chance they have given me to do sth great. wat tot had i have to discard tis chance? haf i realli changed tt much??
as for my own section mates -- zhengyou n dayang, i still hold on to my views.strongly.when u become the sl, maybe u wil know. n others, pls support the camp!
mengdie is nice. yea i played the gaohu solo until it was like shit.realli.if in the end i am the one playing it for the concert, den i wil haf to train hard...but one thing abt the melody. it reminds me.....of none other than the co n xianyue stuffs tt we all had, esp syf....n syf, seniors. n seniors, xianyue dinner/outings...den the photos. den blah blah. i mus go n search for these memories....so tat the feeling in the solo part can be fully expressed. tt wil be my homework.
ooh.hey sharon u looked extra sianz today last day of camp in dazu.yea cant blame act. cos u onli gal in xianyue there. yea jus my observation...mmm..
minyi, yea anithing bu shuang say out ok? dun evething keep within urselves.. esp on tt first day of camp...xiaozu.
co camp...mayb wil blog some day abt it? or shld i? frankly, tis activity had made me n bong think more about our positions in co n stuff....n yea....co...has realli realli alot of probs now.im not afraid to say it out loud. from the juniors, to the current j1s, to the exco, n to particular individuals? budden. bong haf trust, so haf i. altho realli not mani cares abt the co now, it jus lightens ur heart when u think that at least there's another who cares abt it like you. realli. n den, back to the stayover convo: "as long as there is one person enthu...."
i called wuhan.he leaving on friday i think. den coming back onli in march nx year to get results...den....zao le.not coming back? he say duno....n den....i went back to read his first post...sheesh. i duno how or wat to say...but yeah. our paths haf to part one day....n it jus depends whose leave whose first..
it was 7 + pm when we were all leaving the LT aft a tired day's of xiaozu n dazu (aft a sleepless sleepover)on dec 7. the end of our camp. the horde of us, bong,cheegake,melvin,royston,delin,shouhao,zhengyou, stella,jiangchuan,angie,jiankai,dayang,me.we were walking out from the chi high side...down the road. n den i was suddenly thrown wif this feeling...of parting and leaving...frm the co camp.frm co peeps. these few weeks of practice, we haf been seeing each other almost every two days. n den 3 consecutive days....n den i realised that it is precisely tis type of "sian" dazu "sian" xiaozu, tt we "sian" tgther, tt we see each other no matter if we realli noe each other tt well, tt bonds us. realli. den at the gate, all of us went separate ways....jus like 1 year later, aft our concert, all of us will leave for our separate paths in life....den we would nv meet again? the same gang of people tt sloughed thru tis tired co camp? tt trained for the co concert?...syf..?...
at bustop, bid "farewell" to dayang, since he gg NS on fri. haha not tt i wont c him ani longer, jus tt it jus feel kind of strange tt the guy who alys so enthu now cannot come for ani outings in december...ani co pracs in dec....n so when i raised my hand and waved, there was this touch of bu she de. haha. dayang, one day we would sit at the "lake" and tokked about all the times huh?haha...
leaving for NS, for china, for hometowns, for taiwan, working, attachments.
n den i was wif zhengyou n shouhao, my two closer juniors, walking across the bridge....den i felt tt...our j1 era is gg to be over..n soon these juniors will be in charge of the co. whew. wat life bears...n to think this is onli 1 year of my life.
alrite.tts all frm me...im spent. eyes blackened like siao.realli sorry for the long post...jus wana say it loud...
co camp 5-7 dec. 5,7 dec is morn xiaozu, sectional lunch 3 hours, 2hr xiaozu + 2hr dazu.6 dec morn xiaozu, aftn supposed to be activities like caps ball and board games. den night go watch cco concert, n den stayover at our junior zhengyou's house.yea.ok i start wif the stayover? it was completely diff from the one tt our xyz grp had at minyi's house, altho er both live at sengkang? cos of the pple i shld say, of all the peeps onli dayang had gone to the previous stayover. the others are j1 bong wenxi n me, sec 4s shouhao,sinhwee,zhengyou,junzhi,ruihong,hongfei. yupz so quite alot of juniors....thus, i couldnt help but rmb the previous stayover during yest's stayover...hmm....was it tt long ago??...n now where were the j1s tt had attended the stayover at guinea's house??? duno y but feel quite sad when i recalled tt stayover yest..
i rmb it was cele sharon's bdae...
Guinea's Stayover (Part 2)
the key was alr in the lock! in a while both gals are gg to come in la!...so we quickly light the candle (while trying to wipe the cream off from dripping), den off all lights....den siam to a corner where they cant see us when they open the door. ok evething prepared so smoothly....we were waiting for the two....den guess wat the stupid maplestory bkground music was blasting loud! its like so ironic la the whole room dark dark onli can hear the cute cute sound playing.haha but we cant do anithhing le so might as welll....ya. ehh den we keep waiting but the two gals seem to be stuck outside....den libo suddenly realised that the lock tt we previously put in place haven been pulled back!...wahh.i haf to run to the door again n den pull the lock la. den run back again to the corner.wif cream dripping. den when she came in, minyi on the light of the kitchen (for duno wat reason>>>???) den we jus sort of "sprang out" n sang the happi birthday song lo.den sharon was standing like 10 feet from the cake liddat....so scared for wat???she wasnt stunned lo more of apprehensive, bet she predicted sth lidat rite?? cannot be poss tt she realised its fake just by seeing it?so we sang the song (unsuccessfully) den it was time to cut the cake la...err...minyi went to take the knife. den sharon jus cut the sponge wif it lo.attempted la. ok. i mus say here tt SHE WAS SUPPOSED TO BE CLOSER TO THE CAKE WHEN CUTTING!! budden she did not she was ten feet away n leaning forward cutting the cake??? how i cream her wif the cake??? yea?? so wat happend later cannot entirely blame me la.
err ok she cut e cake like approx 3 times lidat (cos sponge leh how to cut>??) den i tot it was too obvious if she realise the "cake" cant be cut....so ya i quickly take the whole "cake" n "smash" (attempted) into her face. ya la her face was the target but duno y she dodged ???? n thus the cake onli creamed like her hair?? the whole cake was smacked on the floor la wif all cream flying about in all directions. yea stil rmb tt scene. den cos it was unsuccessfully (onli her HAIR got creamed?? aft so much preparation?:??) creamed, dayang quickly went in front n er "attacked" her face wif the cream la. i think got zham some.yay.yups den aft tt someone on the lights n bingo! the whole room was cream. the floor esp. haiz den we haf to wash up lo. use tissue paper wipe n den use mop to mop.err ok la din tot of using hand to dry the mop before mopping...wahh dun keep saying i dun do housework leh. aniwae ya each of us went to wash feet wif detol or sth cos the cream was OILY. yea in the end even the 'bdae gal' took the mop n mop la.chao paiseh haha..ehh for jus like 5 seconds of fun we had like so mani preparations n aftermaths work to do???hahaha. budden all for the fun ma.
n so ya aft all cleaning work was done, n dinner finished, time to show the real cake! so how we do it???hahaha.originally i asked her to siam aside, like got sth to tel her. but cant of think of anithing at tt time la. den was stuttering all the way...trying to make time while they prepare the candles n such on the real cake on a washing machine. got a few times its realli a close shave tt she saw the cake la. haha bet she din notice.we were like bringing the cake ard the house, some guys trying to distract her while others do the cake. budden in the end haf to resort to "use" minyi to call her to her room....which worked! hahahahahahahahhaa. in future got anithing jus ask minyi to distract her haha.ok den we prepared the cake taking our time la in the kitchen, den push the piano/organ chair back to the centre of the living room, den all things looking exactly the same as the first cake was presented. off the light. den we were making sounds to show tt we are eating dinner or sth. so as not to arouse suspicions mah. c hwa chong peeps so smart. den when all were ready, we asked minyi n sharon to come out lo. haha den sang the song again (duno how mani times unsuccessfully)den HA! bet she got the REAL shock tis time cos we all can c the stunned look on her face.hahahah.u dun think we will like onli cream u n not buy a cake right??yaya. so taking of photos wif cake, wishing bdae wish, cutting of cake, taking out of candles.blah blah blah. hahaha budden the two gals quickly siamed to the com to play ms again straight aft cutting the cake. so fast!! left me to cut finish the slices n distribute. free labour ar. n den ya had some washing up, some time lagging, n ya this is probably the end of our small litt surprise bdae for sharon.haha.
jin guan had to go at about 11 sth. so left 5 of us, dayang libo sharon minyi me. initially(aft like duno how long of pulling BOTH gals frm the com screen)we played poker. wif mahjong tiles as money. den haha ya it was ok some of us went bankrupt while others earned alot. ya i was beginner ok but i was down to the last mahjong tile when i revived!! n den i became rich!! hahhahaha.okok.
den pple go bathing...except me n libo.aft tt, our dear host decided tt she was too tired so she siamed to her queensize bed n slept from then on.which effectively leaves 4 of us around a glass table in the living room. wif a fan blowing. n pringles. ok so wat do 4 pple around 1 table do? yea we played contract bridge. n believe me, i tot it was not as fun as floating bridge...but i was wrong! haha! it was 2.30am we start our first game i think.haha evebodi was v jin sheng n focused la. cos i was sitting opps sharon n dayang opps libo, the teams are formed. den we competed! trust me it was damn mind-racking la. pple setting traps all over the place. haf to wreck ur alr half-dead brain in the middle of the nite to carefully put ur card.haha but dun mind me say but dayang was either quite noob or quite braindead cos he did alot of obvious mistakes (libo haf to remind him sometimes for some VERY obvious things...) den ya but he provided entertainment la at least.hahaha.okok.at the start we were quite honest la, but later evolved until the pairs start to communicate thru eye gestures (ok la sharon half the time err i din noe wat u were trying to communicate tho ha) den libo n dayang team even more pro use words to ask la.haha.but ok it was quite a fair game. esp team up mah.den got goal somemore. more motivation. more fun. yay.
we played from 2.30am to 8.30am, with no stops but onli one which i needed badly (cos nid to bang bang....u all v bad, dun let me bathe!!!! u la sharon the other two din say anithing lo.) but towards the end all 3 guys alr eyes drooping and head nodding down le except tt hyper gal...den when we play is like err nomore using of brains we jus DIN hav the resources in our brains to interpret the cards le lo. haha mus c our facial expression tt morn...its like sit there n play for 6 hours leh. the road became quiet to noisy, sun rising, birds chirping etc.haha. n we kept on playing n playing. budden it was realli a struggle la, sometimes 1 team win consecutive 4 to 5 rounds, blah blah. in the end, perfect score of 20 - 20! which meant we played 40 rounds of bridge in 6 hours.........which took up almost the whole night n part of the stayover.hahhaha. wat i learnt from tis stayover?? contract bridge is fun! dun mind playing in chalet!
ya aft tt, while we were playing the last few rounds, minyi sleepilliy came out den cooked breakfast for us. french toast!bread + egg. budden haiz nid me to go n fry aft the game was done.ehh mus say sori ar i realise i din fry the egg until its fully cooked some stil have the raw taste in it ..eee..in the end fried more than enuff tho.haf to stuff them into my stomach. den us 4 lied down on the sofa annd floor n jus fell aslp lo.for halfhour i think, while minyi was mapling.den at 10am sharon wana watched tis kids central show until like 11, so we pei her watch. den we zao le...yupz...
haha ok i told u the fun parts are both the buying food/cooking, preparing of cake and the 6 hours contract bridge parts.n so the next stayover....hope we haf more peeps to come n play!thx evebodi!!!~
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yupz tis was the fun stayover tt we had....tt i suddenly recalled yest when i was at zhengyou's house.budden the juniors were like playin PS2?den we oso watched movie.ya.den aft tt pple started to sleep, den aft playing wif small mahjong tiles we got bored n lied down lo (ruihong n hong fei were still playing the ps2 la)...n ya tt was the time when me, zhengyou n dayang realli started tokking crap...den aft tt...the xianyue camp came into the convo...n tt was when i was truly awaken..
yupz alot of u shld not noe the juniors that well rite? cos they frm chs. hongfei,junzhi n ruihong are all previously erhu players lo. n they are fast la, in handling songs... but still haf some areas to mo lian mo lian. as for zhengyou, he's my er decessor or sth, student conductor, n ya so naturally more close to him. oso erhu player. 4 of them should be joining us next year, but zhengyou shld b joining huangcheng in the first 3 mths. yea...haiz budden the other sec 4s haven come yet...so v hard for me to confirm who is joining or not.
yea...tt convo took place while we were like lying down with our 3 heads on one cushion in different directions. it practically touched on all that i haf been worrying abt xianyue stuffs ...ya can say tt. n ya zhengyou realli gave me a loud smack on my head. i mus admit tt as the aft-promos days go on, i became demoralised day by day...by both xianyue n xianyue camp. ok i feel no nid to elaborate here. but jus tt it became so bad tt a few days b4 i jus could not find tt enthuness ani long. tt enthuness of organising n organising. tt forever long nv die dreams, tt once lived in my soul.its like a wrecked piece of shit now.realli, i felt quite empty. its tt fortunate tt i had tt convo wif both DY n ZY, such tt i found back tt rush for xianyue. ya. briefly its like tis. cant express in words fully.
zhengyou -- forget abt wat shit tt i told u abt xianyue, forget abt anithing i said abt anione in xianyue cos u duno them yet, forget abt the bai lei words tt i stupidly uttered on tt nite....it was truly amazing how society changes people. i was like u, once tot to be immune to these things, but i was wrong, apparently.one cannot live without a strong identity of urself. i wil show u how fun xianyue peeps can be...
n abt the other juniors? did i tell u anithing abt the current situation? i think i mus spend my utmost time in the hols to tell u all evethg...since most j1s are not coming for hols pracs.
one thing said on tt nite was great -- as long as there is one person still holding tt trust n hoping u can do sth for him/her, it is worth it to plan the biggest event ever, no matter if it is jus for him/her. in other words, as long as there is one person still wana go for the xianyue camp, the camp will proceed. zhengyou was rite. it is a chance they have given me to do sth great. wat tot had i have to discard tis chance? haf i realli changed tt much??
as for my own section mates -- zhengyou n dayang, i still hold on to my views.strongly.when u become the sl, maybe u wil know. n others, pls support the camp!
mengdie is nice. yea i played the gaohu solo until it was like shit.realli.if in the end i am the one playing it for the concert, den i wil haf to train hard...but one thing abt the melody. it reminds me.....of none other than the co n xianyue stuffs tt we all had, esp syf....n syf, seniors. n seniors, xianyue dinner/outings...den the photos. den blah blah. i mus go n search for these memories....so tat the feeling in the solo part can be fully expressed. tt wil be my homework.
ooh.hey sharon u looked extra sianz today last day of camp in dazu.yea cant blame act. cos u onli gal in xianyue there. yea jus my observation...mmm..
minyi, yea anithing bu shuang say out ok? dun evething keep within urselves.. esp on tt first day of camp...xiaozu.
co camp...mayb wil blog some day abt it? or shld i? frankly, tis activity had made me n bong think more about our positions in co n stuff....n yea....co...has realli realli alot of probs now.im not afraid to say it out loud. from the juniors, to the current j1s, to the exco, n to particular individuals? budden. bong haf trust, so haf i. altho realli not mani cares abt the co now, it jus lightens ur heart when u think that at least there's another who cares abt it like you. realli. n den, back to the stayover convo: "as long as there is one person enthu...."
i called wuhan.he leaving on friday i think. den coming back onli in march nx year to get results...den....zao le.not coming back? he say duno....n den....i went back to read his first post...sheesh. i duno how or wat to say...but yeah. our paths haf to part one day....n it jus depends whose leave whose first..
it was 7 + pm when we were all leaving the LT aft a tired day's of xiaozu n dazu (aft a sleepless sleepover)on dec 7. the end of our camp. the horde of us, bong,cheegake,melvin,royston,delin,shouhao,zhengyou, stella,jiangchuan,angie,jiankai,dayang,me.we were walking out from the chi high side...down the road. n den i was suddenly thrown wif this feeling...of parting and leaving...frm the co camp.frm co peeps. these few weeks of practice, we haf been seeing each other almost every two days. n den 3 consecutive days....n den i realised that it is precisely tis type of "sian" dazu "sian" xiaozu, tt we "sian" tgther, tt we see each other no matter if we realli noe each other tt well, tt bonds us. realli. den at the gate, all of us went separate ways....jus like 1 year later, aft our concert, all of us will leave for our separate paths in life....den we would nv meet again? the same gang of people tt sloughed thru tis tired co camp? tt trained for the co concert?...syf..?...
at bustop, bid "farewell" to dayang, since he gg NS on fri. haha not tt i wont c him ani longer, jus tt it jus feel kind of strange tt the guy who alys so enthu now cannot come for ani outings in december...ani co pracs in dec....n so when i raised my hand and waved, there was this touch of bu she de. haha. dayang, one day we would sit at the "lake" and tokked about all the times huh?haha...
leaving for NS, for china, for hometowns, for taiwan, working, attachments.
n den i was wif zhengyou n shouhao, my two closer juniors, walking across the bridge....den i felt tt...our j1 era is gg to be over..n soon these juniors will be in charge of the co. whew. wat life bears...n to think this is onli 1 year of my life.
alrite.tts all frm me...im spent. eyes blackened like siao.realli sorry for the long post...jus wana say it loud...
Saturday, November 26, 2005
i feel bad for flooding the tag board.
hha lets haf my version of the whole thing ok.
1. THE secret..posted by jinguan all over the blog
-- kinda guessed something related to me. cus like how many j1s are there la?!?
2. i MUST go.
3. i called them when i was reaching minyi's house. they say minyi fetch me. den i sae nvm i go up myself. dey say wan minyi fetch me.
-- quite farni hor. i not little kid i can go up myself rite?
4. minyi unnaturally brought me to shell to buy.... CREAM. wow. wad a big secret let out.
5. outside her house. she dunwan to let me in. says she hafta go LOOK at PLANTs.
--wow. cool not. at night 9 plus 10plus must look at plants.
6. saes i MUST go in ferst.
ok la at ferst saw a rectangular thing with candle. den tht is really my real cake.
7. cutting dat time they wan me to kneel down and go nearer to the cake.
--hor hor. i know the secret le!
hahhaha.. that wasnt surprise la the sponge cum whipped cream thing. but the real surprise was the real cake even though i knew there'd b one.. cus i was really freaked out by all of them. cus even after cleaning up minyi's house, then they still sae wana talk to me alone n stuff liddat. den really damn scary la. den forgot to think n when i came out of minyi's room finally, they got the real cake out!
lol. thanks pple :)
hha lets haf my version of the whole thing ok.
1. THE secret..posted by jinguan all over the blog
-- kinda guessed something related to me. cus like how many j1s are there la?!?
2. i MUST go.
3. i called them when i was reaching minyi's house. they say minyi fetch me. den i sae nvm i go up myself. dey say wan minyi fetch me.
-- quite farni hor. i not little kid i can go up myself rite?
4. minyi unnaturally brought me to shell to buy.... CREAM. wow. wad a big secret let out.
5. outside her house. she dunwan to let me in. says she hafta go LOOK at PLANTs.
--wow. cool not. at night 9 plus 10plus must look at plants.
6. saes i MUST go in ferst.
ok la at ferst saw a rectangular thing with candle. den tht is really my real cake.
7. cutting dat time they wan me to kneel down and go nearer to the cake.
--hor hor. i know the secret le!
hahhaha.. that wasnt surprise la the sponge cum whipped cream thing. but the real surprise was the real cake even though i knew there'd b one.. cus i was really freaked out by all of them. cus even after cleaning up minyi's house, then they still sae wana talk to me alone n stuff liddat. den really damn scary la. den forgot to think n when i came out of minyi's room finally, they got the real cake out!
lol. thanks pple :)
Friday, November 25, 2005
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
corrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrny
wahaha! seems like the seniors haven forget this blog eh. yay all liberating one by one. cmon bring it on man. just finish it, once n for all!
ehh a levels finishing means..........u all haf to pay!!! im like short of cash nowadays, hoi dun run away! syf photo is so mafan la. pple try to look out for me in school to pay up ok. v easy jus c my new hairstyle woa tt kind u c in street fighter games.hahhaha.coooool la. the whole bloody world is telling me tat it sucks sucks sucks like hell. haha dun care la. short short hair nice wat.
arrrr. i duno how seniors feel leh...like....the last exam in a school? as in...the feeling when u pass up the paper to the invigilator....tt time i o levels i oso duno how i feel.heh. den jiamin's post sounds like....we're not gonna meet again....but i realli wana enjoy tt feeling of leaving school n farewells n all tt....waha. dun realli noe wat she is saying but i gather tt hcco is :). blah, but i guess it realli depends how much one put in to enjoy in a particular part of his or her life tt determines whether tt part can stay or not. ar crap ba.
practices nowadays....quite tiring? duno for others, but at least i can feel the workload coming..esp for the chs n nanyang juniors who are joining us this week.haiz...dun haf time to prepare anithing at all, like to welcome them or wat. no matter wat, they would be the juniors that will continue this xianyue blog n bring xianyue to greater heights wat.haiz nvm gg to plan sth on the start of the year to realli welcome them.
oh did i say this gonna be a long post?..yea it would be. cos im typing at early in the morn, which means late in the night, which means no point sleeping now.
n yea. practices nowadays lack things. like people. fel went back to indo, enqi went overseas to m'sia, minyi gg on ocip?..libo on centad.jinguan...i heard got bio o prac test?..yea. sharon got canoe. hur.which means left onli me n bong. n the juniors are flooding in. n we are practising new songs. n there are like tons of pple gg attachments n stuff in co. realli tons. chui guan not even one came on monday. all sec 4s alone. from wat i can c, co isnt doing ani good at all, is it? or has it been alys like this? hooo.haiz.
aaaaaaaaahhh. watever. back to happi things! like the stayover...hahahahha. ok i wil tel u a brief description of it. er. brief la.
-Guinea's stayover- part 1
it was 19 nov rite?? yupz.sat morn..i went to airport to send peeps off to china, aft a tiring sleepover at my fren's house. oh ya we watched tis lame lame show by zhou xing chi. aniwae was badly out of shape aft the airport so went buddy's house to catch 2 hours of sleep.n errr when i woke up my phone was like ringing wif all kinds of nonsense abt the camps n all tt. waaaa....my phone bill kok alr. n ya ok took mrt to city hall mrt, (while on the way tryin to slp),den on mrt was busy msging like the xianyue mems jinguan they all where are they. den er. wahh. even da yang bangseh me la. pple mass bangseh....until like onli 1 mem, dear jin guan, who left late home, is coming. den wahhh i was the first to reach!!!!!!! clap clap clap, first time leh. pardon me la.
ok shit im so luosuo. oh mus say sori to eng eng! cos u kao finish alr but i cant contact u at all for the past days...den i tot u got other appointments or sth? so din get to tel u abt the sleepover...sori! while the other seniors shld be stil mugging so i din tel u all too....so .....ok jinguan came we sat on the stairs toking cok. n ya i think this was one of the first time i tok cok wif him la.hahaha. can la jin guan act. got alot of weird weird ideas up his sleeve...haha. budden, ya we two haf completely different perceptions of life....so yea.aniwae, da yang came abit later....while we were trying to fabric paint sharon's prezzie.ahaha. which is a big big pink pink tweety bird cushion.haha. fits her room la. buden found out paint no ink we finally fang qi den, er cos nth to do ma, 3 pple.....so went all the way to marina square to makan first. ya makan impt.
hahhaa. ya act. mus say sori to them la i one night din realli sleep so tolerance level alitt low. so quite moody for a while. n was quite pissed that jin guan din wana watch tt exorcism thingy.grrrr. my frens say v v nice!haiya i gona borrow the dvd den go xianyue camp watch. n ya so we went to find a suitable place to eat....long john's! n guess wat we tok cokked like er 2 hours i think, mostly me n dayang toking abt co stuffs n blah blah....ya its alys good to discuss abt these stuffs wif seniors..but jin guan will occasionally chap in some intellectual questions to dayang, er like "how near is near?" "how far is far?"...diaox. think too much le.
HHAHAHAH.i bet u all skip the whole bloody para la.haha. its a NARRATION ok??? im not gonnna fail my compo so ya back to our topic!..
den libo contacted me...n he arrived shortly around 5!!...hahaha.while we were like gg around looking for whipcream n sponge to make the fake cake for sharon.hahhaha. okok we were planning to cake her wif the fake cake, den aft tt, giv her the real cake. simple enuff. ya this is the BIG SECRET that jin guan was toking abt la. as in we alr planned it like in the airport when we were sending felicia off...ya la tt time when i had diarrhoea la...*stares at jin guan*
yea. ok so dayang bought this big big car sponge ....HAHHAHAA. damn funni la. the sponge brown brown square one look like .....cake?ya. n its the cheapest $1.90 around. so haha we bought it lo. budden aft tt the whip cream was er...$4.18 i think? haha we decided not to buy n c whether sengkang got cheaper ones. haha dayang was worrying how to deal wif the car sponge la if we cancel the whole idea...ok four of us (yay! one more peep!) went to the chinatown to meet our fifth mem ...guinea!!on the way er got tok crap la. ehh we waited in the mrt station for 20mins + lo. 4 pple sitting like in a square .....woo.i guess minyi was like disappointed or sth when she knew there were onli guys???hahahha. buden she quite ok la can tok cok wif us. haha. not like she haven been in this situation b4 ...hor?
ya took nel to sengkang. haha den we carried out our second plan! (planned at the airport). we bought stuff at compass point to COOK at minyi's hse!.eh. i think i say b4 rite. aniwae ya minyi went home to put down bag (n clean her room, no wonder her room SOOOO clean when we went la!)so left 4 big handsome guys to go n shop at cold storage. which ultimately leads to ---- buying a set of readymade chicken wings. tts all. we haf absolute kosong idea wat to buy lahahahaha. guys not used to supermarkets la.haha but minyi came to the er "rescue" n like bought spaghetti n stuff (things that she can cook), hahhaha.ok let me recall wat we bought. a pack of nuggets (auntie there says v nice), chicken wings, eggs n $1 bread(for breakfast), two containers of pringles, spaghetti n linguine, mushroom soup (which we din get to drink in the end...), can of hotdogs, spaghetti sauce.hahahha. quite feng fu eh! all this for er...$30 issit??/i duno ask minyi she paid for all! hahaaha ~~ thx ar. wil return u la dun worry :).
ok we lugged evething to her house...321B. like sherlock holmes baker street lidat. haha. den went up to 13th floor...where she lives la. n wow her living room is like ssooooo big la. realli la. den her com at one corner, got tv n stuff. not bad. nx time i dun mind gg there stayover haha. oh ya got her father's precious "wind piano" or sth. mus step continuously so that got sound produce. budden the organ spoiled! sianzzz. niwae ya first ting she showed us is her bro's room la....which er looks like ani norml room. den she forbade us to go in...HAHA. of cos we found our way in n stepped all around her room la....so neat n tidy. like gal lidat.haha.
ok WE GOT HELP IN THE KITCHEN OK!!!four guys got use la. cut hotdogs, boil spaghetti, add source, toast chicken wings n nuggets. haha but the kitchen cooking was realli fun la! cos got funny pple like dayang n jin guan.nhaha. u nv noe wat they do at kitchens....try jin guan's errr spaghetti stick onto wall theory! he say he saw ppl in tv do one. ehh ya v funny la all 4 guys listening to 1 gal's instructions....haha we like servants helping master cook. no choice la. haf to eat dinner wat. oh ya we reached her home like 8 sth alr.haha. in the end i think 9 + den eat. ehh. budden we were oso busy preparing sharon's "surprise" bdae ok>??! aft a while of "helping" in the kitchen, we succeeded in finding out that there's no whipcream to do the fake cake n thus succeeded to get out of the kitchen n all the way down to the 7/11 at the FAR end of the street. er we got lost halfway but nvm tts out of pt. ya so four guys went happily to buy a can of whipcream, budden came back sadly cos no whipcream at 7/11. haiz in the end haf to rush back to compass point to buy the cream.yea by the time we eat it was alr....err..i forgot.
the food was ok.,.....considering it was like something cooking it....
yea but i find the nuggets abit hard. *bish*
ya but b4 we ate we quickly like prepared the fake cake cos sharon said she was coming at ard 9?? den we were quite rush la.haha THIS IS THE EXCITING PART OK!!the whole stayover tis part n the cards part are the most memorable.haha.yea we use the whipcream to smash cream onto the sponge on a plate, aft duno how mani mins of figuring out how to use the whipcream. the sponge on the plate looks realli v funi la~ like realli out of place???hahahhaha. ok we squeezed cream on it budden it melted like 10 secs later cos the heat was coming. n u can c the cream oozing down on all sides of the sponge. so bloody gross. for a moment we tot how sharon is gg to be bluffed by tis. Yea in the end she stil din la.ok so as clever human beings we naturally squeezed the cream on the sponge n chunked it into the fridge.errr den we had a quick dinner while minyi was busy mapling.kaoooo. u should haf seen how minyi n sharon later glued their eyes onto maplestory la....haiyo. maple freaks le. n den dayang was calling in this funny funny "call-maria" tone : "Guinea!" haha.yea libo n dayang decided to cal her tis cos more exotic i think. (issit???) hahaha aniwae it was v funny la!!! ok watever.
erm den the main character called!...minyi went to pick her up while we started preparing!!! hahahah ok THIS is the heart-breaking part! cos we were like ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh she is coming she is coming she is coming.........den we were rushing like hell to prepare evething la!! we first pulled out the piano chair n place it right in the center of the room ....den place the fake cake (with the melting cream ) on it.yea. ok den evething bcomes v luan.evebodi zooming about to get stuff la...libo went to take the cream i think, to add on to the melting one, den jinguan went to take the camera...den dayang went to off the lights to test out??? i duno...haha i went to take some matchstick from one of the cabinets. den the hardest part is to light the candle up in that melting cream la! the candle keeps dropping n tempting to burn the whole "cake" up, den as u noe the whip cream is made of OIL.....so like....ERP. we dun wana haf ani fire in minyi's house at a xianyue stayover! ya damn rush.ya den jus when the candle is upright we heard the phone riing!! cos minyi said she will ring 3 times b4 she let sharon in. AHHHHHH! all 4 of us will like eyes popping out. den we quickly off the lights...the room instantly became dark...den libo quickly grab some cream on his hands to prepare la. den i was like rushing to the door n leaning my whole 60kg weight on the poor wooden door la. to prevent them from coming in. act. i dun even noe if they were outside or not. den libo quickly called minyi to ask her to tuo yan shi jian. budden minyi din listen! we were like....omg!! errr den i forgot who got over to her finally n whew she tactfully led sharon to shell petrol station downstairs...
we were ...phew~!ok den we take action again. spread more cream on the sponge. den make sure all items hidden away. den the bags n stuff all pushed back to one corner. den when we ready, we called minyi again to ask her to come back.ok. we got time to rest man. it was like heartbeating la. den dayang libo n me quickly grabbed some cream on our hands while jin guan prepared the camera. ahhh den the cream keeps melting n dripping onto the wooden floor we were like....er---hope minyi wouldnt kill us. yupz den the adrenaline started pumping again when we heard voices outside....n tis time its confirmed they are here!! (to be cont...)
look out for part 2 of the "Guinea's stayover" episode!!!
yea yea jus a litt story for seniors who are booooored wif studies. now get back to ur books! wahahha!
ehh a levels finishing means..........u all haf to pay!!! im like short of cash nowadays, hoi dun run away! syf photo is so mafan la. pple try to look out for me in school to pay up ok. v easy jus c my new hairstyle woa tt kind u c in street fighter games.hahhaha.coooool la. the whole bloody world is telling me tat it sucks sucks sucks like hell. haha dun care la. short short hair nice wat.
arrrr. i duno how seniors feel leh...like....the last exam in a school? as in...the feeling when u pass up the paper to the invigilator....tt time i o levels i oso duno how i feel.heh. den jiamin's post sounds like....we're not gonna meet again....but i realli wana enjoy tt feeling of leaving school n farewells n all tt....waha. dun realli noe wat she is saying but i gather tt hcco is :). blah, but i guess it realli depends how much one put in to enjoy in a particular part of his or her life tt determines whether tt part can stay or not. ar crap ba.
practices nowadays....quite tiring? duno for others, but at least i can feel the workload coming..esp for the chs n nanyang juniors who are joining us this week.haiz...dun haf time to prepare anithing at all, like to welcome them or wat. no matter wat, they would be the juniors that will continue this xianyue blog n bring xianyue to greater heights wat.haiz nvm gg to plan sth on the start of the year to realli welcome them.
oh did i say this gonna be a long post?..yea it would be. cos im typing at early in the morn, which means late in the night, which means no point sleeping now.
n yea. practices nowadays lack things. like people. fel went back to indo, enqi went overseas to m'sia, minyi gg on ocip?..libo on centad.jinguan...i heard got bio o prac test?..yea. sharon got canoe. hur.which means left onli me n bong. n the juniors are flooding in. n we are practising new songs. n there are like tons of pple gg attachments n stuff in co. realli tons. chui guan not even one came on monday. all sec 4s alone. from wat i can c, co isnt doing ani good at all, is it? or has it been alys like this? hooo.haiz.
aaaaaaaaahhh. watever. back to happi things! like the stayover...hahahahha. ok i wil tel u a brief description of it. er. brief la.
-Guinea's stayover- part 1
it was 19 nov rite?? yupz.sat morn..i went to airport to send peeps off to china, aft a tiring sleepover at my fren's house. oh ya we watched tis lame lame show by zhou xing chi. aniwae was badly out of shape aft the airport so went buddy's house to catch 2 hours of sleep.n errr when i woke up my phone was like ringing wif all kinds of nonsense abt the camps n all tt. waaaa....my phone bill kok alr. n ya ok took mrt to city hall mrt, (while on the way tryin to slp),den on mrt was busy msging like the xianyue mems jinguan they all where are they. den er. wahh. even da yang bangseh me la. pple mass bangseh....until like onli 1 mem, dear jin guan, who left late home, is coming. den wahhh i was the first to reach!!!!!!! clap clap clap, first time leh. pardon me la.
ok shit im so luosuo. oh mus say sori to eng eng! cos u kao finish alr but i cant contact u at all for the past days...den i tot u got other appointments or sth? so din get to tel u abt the sleepover...sori! while the other seniors shld be stil mugging so i din tel u all too....so .....ok jinguan came we sat on the stairs toking cok. n ya i think this was one of the first time i tok cok wif him la.hahaha. can la jin guan act. got alot of weird weird ideas up his sleeve...haha. budden, ya we two haf completely different perceptions of life....so yea.aniwae, da yang came abit later....while we were trying to fabric paint sharon's prezzie.ahaha. which is a big big pink pink tweety bird cushion.haha. fits her room la. buden found out paint no ink we finally fang qi den, er cos nth to do ma, 3 pple.....so went all the way to marina square to makan first. ya makan impt.
hahhaa. ya act. mus say sori to them la i one night din realli sleep so tolerance level alitt low. so quite moody for a while. n was quite pissed that jin guan din wana watch tt exorcism thingy.grrrr. my frens say v v nice!haiya i gona borrow the dvd den go xianyue camp watch. n ya so we went to find a suitable place to eat....long john's! n guess wat we tok cokked like er 2 hours i think, mostly me n dayang toking abt co stuffs n blah blah....ya its alys good to discuss abt these stuffs wif seniors..but jin guan will occasionally chap in some intellectual questions to dayang, er like "how near is near?" "how far is far?"...diaox. think too much le.
HHAHAHAH.i bet u all skip the whole bloody para la.haha. its a NARRATION ok??? im not gonnna fail my compo so ya back to our topic!..
den libo contacted me...n he arrived shortly around 5!!...hahaha.while we were like gg around looking for whipcream n sponge to make the fake cake for sharon.hahhaha. okok we were planning to cake her wif the fake cake, den aft tt, giv her the real cake. simple enuff. ya this is the BIG SECRET that jin guan was toking abt la. as in we alr planned it like in the airport when we were sending felicia off...ya la tt time when i had diarrhoea la...*stares at jin guan*
yea. ok so dayang bought this big big car sponge ....HAHHAHAA. damn funni la. the sponge brown brown square one look like .....cake?ya. n its the cheapest $1.90 around. so haha we bought it lo. budden aft tt the whip cream was er...$4.18 i think? haha we decided not to buy n c whether sengkang got cheaper ones. haha dayang was worrying how to deal wif the car sponge la if we cancel the whole idea...ok four of us (yay! one more peep!) went to the chinatown to meet our fifth mem ...guinea!!on the way er got tok crap la. ehh we waited in the mrt station for 20mins + lo. 4 pple sitting like in a square .....woo.i guess minyi was like disappointed or sth when she knew there were onli guys???hahahha. buden she quite ok la can tok cok wif us. haha. not like she haven been in this situation b4 ...hor?
ya took nel to sengkang. haha den we carried out our second plan! (planned at the airport). we bought stuff at compass point to COOK at minyi's hse!.eh. i think i say b4 rite. aniwae ya minyi went home to put down bag (n clean her room, no wonder her room SOOOO clean when we went la!)so left 4 big handsome guys to go n shop at cold storage. which ultimately leads to ---- buying a set of readymade chicken wings. tts all. we haf absolute kosong idea wat to buy lahahahaha. guys not used to supermarkets la.haha but minyi came to the er "rescue" n like bought spaghetti n stuff (things that she can cook), hahhaha.ok let me recall wat we bought. a pack of nuggets (auntie there says v nice), chicken wings, eggs n $1 bread(for breakfast), two containers of pringles, spaghetti n linguine, mushroom soup (which we din get to drink in the end...), can of hotdogs, spaghetti sauce.hahahha. quite feng fu eh! all this for er...$30 issit??/i duno ask minyi she paid for all! hahaaha ~~ thx ar. wil return u la dun worry :).
ok we lugged evething to her house...321B. like sherlock holmes baker street lidat. haha. den went up to 13th floor...where she lives la. n wow her living room is like ssooooo big la. realli la. den her com at one corner, got tv n stuff. not bad. nx time i dun mind gg there stayover haha. oh ya got her father's precious "wind piano" or sth. mus step continuously so that got sound produce. budden the organ spoiled! sianzzz. niwae ya first ting she showed us is her bro's room la....which er looks like ani norml room. den she forbade us to go in...HAHA. of cos we found our way in n stepped all around her room la....so neat n tidy. like gal lidat.haha.
ok WE GOT HELP IN THE KITCHEN OK!!!four guys got use la. cut hotdogs, boil spaghetti, add source, toast chicken wings n nuggets. haha but the kitchen cooking was realli fun la! cos got funny pple like dayang n jin guan.nhaha. u nv noe wat they do at kitchens....try jin guan's errr spaghetti stick onto wall theory! he say he saw ppl in tv do one. ehh ya v funny la all 4 guys listening to 1 gal's instructions....haha we like servants helping master cook. no choice la. haf to eat dinner wat. oh ya we reached her home like 8 sth alr.haha. in the end i think 9 + den eat. ehh. budden we were oso busy preparing sharon's "surprise" bdae ok>??! aft a while of "helping" in the kitchen, we succeeded in finding out that there's no whipcream to do the fake cake n thus succeeded to get out of the kitchen n all the way down to the 7/11 at the FAR end of the street. er we got lost halfway but nvm tts out of pt. ya so four guys went happily to buy a can of whipcream, budden came back sadly cos no whipcream at 7/11. haiz in the end haf to rush back to compass point to buy the cream.yea by the time we eat it was alr....err..i forgot.
the food was ok.,.....considering it was like something cooking it....
yea but i find the nuggets abit hard. *bish*
ya but b4 we ate we quickly like prepared the fake cake cos sharon said she was coming at ard 9?? den we were quite rush la.haha THIS IS THE EXCITING PART OK!!the whole stayover tis part n the cards part are the most memorable.haha.yea we use the whipcream to smash cream onto the sponge on a plate, aft duno how mani mins of figuring out how to use the whipcream. the sponge on the plate looks realli v funi la~ like realli out of place???hahahhaha. ok we squeezed cream on it budden it melted like 10 secs later cos the heat was coming. n u can c the cream oozing down on all sides of the sponge. so bloody gross. for a moment we tot how sharon is gg to be bluffed by tis. Yea in the end she stil din la.ok so as clever human beings we naturally squeezed the cream on the sponge n chunked it into the fridge.errr den we had a quick dinner while minyi was busy mapling.kaoooo. u should haf seen how minyi n sharon later glued their eyes onto maplestory la....haiyo. maple freaks le. n den dayang was calling in this funny funny "call-maria" tone : "Guinea!" haha.yea libo n dayang decided to cal her tis cos more exotic i think. (issit???) hahaha aniwae it was v funny la!!! ok watever.
erm den the main character called!...minyi went to pick her up while we started preparing!!! hahahah ok THIS is the heart-breaking part! cos we were like ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh she is coming she is coming she is coming.........den we were rushing like hell to prepare evething la!! we first pulled out the piano chair n place it right in the center of the room ....den place the fake cake (with the melting cream ) on it.yea. ok den evething bcomes v luan.evebodi zooming about to get stuff la...libo went to take the cream i think, to add on to the melting one, den jinguan went to take the camera...den dayang went to off the lights to test out??? i duno...haha i went to take some matchstick from one of the cabinets. den the hardest part is to light the candle up in that melting cream la! the candle keeps dropping n tempting to burn the whole "cake" up, den as u noe the whip cream is made of OIL.....so like....ERP. we dun wana haf ani fire in minyi's house at a xianyue stayover! ya damn rush.ya den jus when the candle is upright we heard the phone riing!! cos minyi said she will ring 3 times b4 she let sharon in. AHHHHHH! all 4 of us will like eyes popping out. den we quickly off the lights...the room instantly became dark...den libo quickly grab some cream on his hands to prepare la. den i was like rushing to the door n leaning my whole 60kg weight on the poor wooden door la. to prevent them from coming in. act. i dun even noe if they were outside or not. den libo quickly called minyi to ask her to tuo yan shi jian. budden minyi din listen! we were like....omg!! errr den i forgot who got over to her finally n whew she tactfully led sharon to shell petrol station downstairs...
we were ...phew~!ok den we take action again. spread more cream on the sponge. den make sure all items hidden away. den the bags n stuff all pushed back to one corner. den when we ready, we called minyi again to ask her to come back.ok. we got time to rest man. it was like heartbeating la. den dayang libo n me quickly grabbed some cream on our hands while jin guan prepared the camera. ahhh den the cream keeps melting n dripping onto the wooden floor we were like....er---hope minyi wouldnt kill us. yupz den the adrenaline started pumping again when we heard voices outside....n tis time its confirmed they are here!! (to be cont...)
look out for part 2 of the "Guinea's stayover" episode!!!
yea yea jus a litt story for seniors who are booooored wif studies. now get back to ur books! wahahha!
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
hoho.. after the S6s are freed. the S3s are freed too.=)
this shld be my first entry to thi blog.=)
mm. being in hc and hcco for 2 yrs haf thought me alot of things. open my perspectives to much much more things that i cld haf imagined. n of course this cldnt haf been possible w/o u ppl =) really haf to thank u ppl for making my 2 yrs of jc life colourful. with all the practices, lame jokes, songs, 'bullying sessions' (only the zhs will noe). n lots more. a big thank you.
honestly speaking, i didnt like hcco intitally cos it was way too slack. way too slack. ( it still is). but it was always the last minute stuff tt brings the whole team tog. dunnoe how we did it. but ya. i suppose thus is the spirit of hcco ba. haha.. so in the end of 2 yrs, i quite like hcco =)
with the official ending of jc life with the last 'pens down' for my fm p2, i shall end the chapter of jc life here. at this pt of time. but of course. all the memories and friendships made shall follow me. =) s
cheerios to the great ppl here!=)
~jiamin
ps.: to all the rest of the bio ppl/ s pp ppl jiayous! ur finish line is right ahead! =)
this shld be my first entry to thi blog.=)
mm. being in hc and hcco for 2 yrs haf thought me alot of things. open my perspectives to much much more things that i cld haf imagined. n of course this cldnt haf been possible w/o u ppl =) really haf to thank u ppl for making my 2 yrs of jc life colourful. with all the practices, lame jokes, songs, 'bullying sessions' (only the zhs will noe). n lots more. a big thank you.
honestly speaking, i didnt like hcco intitally cos it was way too slack. way too slack. ( it still is). but it was always the last minute stuff tt brings the whole team tog. dunnoe how we did it. but ya. i suppose thus is the spirit of hcco ba. haha.. so in the end of 2 yrs, i quite like hcco =)
with the official ending of jc life with the last 'pens down' for my fm p2, i shall end the chapter of jc life here. at this pt of time. but of course. all the memories and friendships made shall follow me. =) s
cheerios to the great ppl here!=)
~jiamin
ps.: to all the rest of the bio ppl/ s pp ppl jiayous! ur finish line is right ahead! =)
Monday, November 21, 2005
im here!
hello~! liyu here or lEEyou as some baka calls me...=P diao i cannot stand it liao my clasmates just watched harry potter (thou it wasnt dat nice as they commented) but the issue is they could watch it! its irritating MATHS S tmr! wu shengrong save me! eh donate 20 marks to me u still can get distinction lei, xing xing hao ba=) i got so bored of maths after doing 3 qns ( attempted one, cannot do most of it) dat i fell asleep.
in the meanwhile i shall grit my teeth, hold my pen, cling on to my entry proof and wait with abated breath for the day i can burn my books and tear the entry proof=P
oei wad camp from 5 to 7 is tat? hcco camp or xyz camp? so long. but the duration sounds fun haha=P and finally HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SHARON ANG !18th liao dun be chillllldish anymore =PP muahaha celeb for u after moi As over kie. muacks.
in the meanwhile i shall grit my teeth, hold my pen, cling on to my entry proof and wait with abated breath for the day i can burn my books and tear the entry proof=P
oei wad camp from 5 to 7 is tat? hcco camp or xyz camp? so long. but the duration sounds fun haha=P and finally HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SHARON ANG !18th liao dun be chillllldish anymore =PP muahaha celeb for u after moi As over kie. muacks.
Friday, November 18, 2005
Thanks!
Just a quick one...Hmm...A levels has finally ended for me! =D And of course...
Thanks to my dearest dearest dearest dearest dearest dearest juniors =P, Minyi, Ningfei, Sharon, Jin Guan, Libo, Felicia and Enqi for your group message in wishing me best of luck. It's really very sweet of you guys to do that, and it's like I didn't even anticipate it. Thanks lots juniors!
Special thanks goes out to Ningfei and Zhixuan for your sweet messages and Enqi for listening to me whine about my exams.
All the best for everything you guys are doing, k?
Meanwhile, take care! =D
Thanks to my dearest dearest dearest dearest dearest dearest juniors =P, Minyi, Ningfei, Sharon, Jin Guan, Libo, Felicia and Enqi for your group message in wishing me best of luck. It's really very sweet of you guys to do that, and it's like I didn't even anticipate it. Thanks lots juniors!
Special thanks goes out to Ningfei and Zhixuan for your sweet messages and Enqi for listening to me whine about my exams.
All the best for everything you guys are doing, k?
Meanwhile, take care! =D
Thursday, November 17, 2005
HI everyone!!
Hey pple!! long time no see!!! *waves excitedly*
decided to come here coz im so bored doing chem mcqs..so stupid right, go to school tmr for an hour just to do a silly mcq paper.. then spend 2 hours travelling and 1 additional hr rotting in school coz my mum insists that i must reach school EARLIER for papers..
anw, you all really seem to having lots of fun, while we poor seniors are mugging away..and dayang, stop rubbing it in!! my papers end on 28!!!!the latest among all the xyz pple i think..sigh...the xian yue camp sounds fun..any seniors going? will go if im free and im not the only senior..don't want to be the only senior citizen facing a bunch of ahem..KIDS..ha..
ok..gtg back to doing mcqs leh..all the best to all seniors still having A's who see this..(who are bored like me..) and to the juniors, have loads of fun!
decided to come here coz im so bored doing chem mcqs..so stupid right, go to school tmr for an hour just to do a silly mcq paper.. then spend 2 hours travelling and 1 additional hr rotting in school coz my mum insists that i must reach school EARLIER for papers..
anw, you all really seem to having lots of fun, while we poor seniors are mugging away..and dayang, stop rubbing it in!! my papers end on 28!!!!the latest among all the xyz pple i think..sigh...the xian yue camp sounds fun..any seniors going? will go if im free and im not the only senior..don't want to be the only senior citizen facing a bunch of ahem..KIDS..ha..
ok..gtg back to doing mcqs leh..all the best to all seniors still having A's who see this..(who are bored like me..) and to the juniors, have loads of fun!
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
WAH. sorri sorri sorri. suddenly feel dat im missing in action for very long! paiseh.
WL. wads with friday. wadd in d world did i miss out man? jin guan blog until so fun liddat.
5-7th dec. CO camp? oh yeah. nice. i got another camp huh..sorri again. argh.
-shrugs-
my parents told me to cancel all my dates on 19th. to join them for dinner. great. wad now? acty i quite tired la. dun feel like staying over. but i'll go if i can. ask my mum to allow lor..but i jus had chalet. argh.
nvm. pray dat u'll see me during prac tomorrow. i'll try to make it kkae.
super irritated. i got so many things on everyday..
YAWNS. someone tell me wads going to go on man. secret?!?!
let me guess..
anyway rite. good luck to all seniors. time flies la. blink eyes den ur As gona end le. i bet it was a long n tiring period for u all. anyway i miss all of you! leeeeYOU! hurri appear.
argh. bleagh. =X
WL. wads with friday. wadd in d world did i miss out man? jin guan blog until so fun liddat.
5-7th dec. CO camp? oh yeah. nice. i got another camp huh..sorri again. argh.
-shrugs-
my parents told me to cancel all my dates on 19th. to join them for dinner. great. wad now? acty i quite tired la. dun feel like staying over. but i'll go if i can. ask my mum to allow lor..but i jus had chalet. argh.
nvm. pray dat u'll see me during prac tomorrow. i'll try to make it kkae.
super irritated. i got so many things on everyday..
YAWNS. someone tell me wads going to go on man. secret?!?!
let me guess..
anyway rite. good luck to all seniors. time flies la. blink eyes den ur As gona end le. i bet it was a long n tiring period for u all. anyway i miss all of you! leeeeYOU! hurri appear.
argh. bleagh. =X
102!
Post no. 102! haha i guess i post again... a short one today :)
this is a follow-up to my post and ningfei's post :) the secret concerned involves mr ningfei himself and erhem... hope you know what im saying about... though enqi and minyi fully knows what its about... just dont let erhem get wind of what the secret is about :)
oops i talk too much liao... that's all from me!
this is a follow-up to my post and ningfei's post :) the secret concerned involves mr ningfei himself and erhem... hope you know what im saying about... though enqi and minyi fully knows what its about... just dont let erhem get wind of what the secret is about :)
oops i talk too much liao... that's all from me!
101st
Yay! I'm the hundred and first post! =D
Sheesh...You all are like having super exciting life la...Really can't wait for this friday to come, though my freedom will be very short-lived. Keke...
Glad that the XYZ camp details are up, hope that you all will have lots of fun then. Whee!
Got to run! Tata!
Sheesh...You all are like having super exciting life la...Really can't wait for this friday to come, though my freedom will be very short-lived. Keke...
Glad that the XYZ camp details are up, hope that you all will have lots of fun then. Whee!
Got to run! Tata!
100th!
hahaha. THIS is the 100th post!!!!!
*.........clap clap clap clap clap..........*
are we getting old???....
seems so far away tt this blog jus started .... rmb tt time when my com gonna wrecked i haf to resort to using lib's com every morn. haha sometimes even pon lesn leh..tt time....realli v re nao...
haizzzz. jin guan ur post altho it is in a story form n there's like nth sad abt it...but i felt sad leh. duno y. like....the tone n stuff.or mayb the bkground music..
hahahaha....v strange.now ish jin guan u stil take time to blog abt airport. clap clap. hmmm yeaaa mus cherish all the moments we haf tgther so mus blog ma. errrr the "secret" hor....hahaha.nth much la...i thnk we shld do more tho. more fun ma.u all ar...dun take it wrong hor. when its ur turn u oso suffer ok.hahaha.
soooory hor. the late thing...haven reali changed much apparently.
any seniors freee tis sat???? calling to seniors......we sleeping over at guinea pig's sty. bring a ventilator along.
haiyoz. u wait ar when some big big event over i can blog more than u lo jin guan. 1/3 nth much la. i can blog the whole page. truuustttt me.
xianyue camp! its confirmed.........finally! 20th to 22nd Dec 2005 at this place called Singapore Soka Association.at Pasir Panjang.. tml gg to check the place out...hahaha. got Kent Ridge Park jus beside it, i heard its chao big n cool. suitable for mass games!!! hahaha. minyi u haven giv me ur maplestory plot yet!! enqi rmb go psycho ur frens come join! jin guan dun pangseh ar mus come support! haha sharon alr giv me quite an amt of games...n i tot of some wacccckkky ideas alr...muaha..yea i owe u one.bong ar..i thnk u group leader more suitable..hmm. libo...lend us ur support in china!! if poss come back earlier la....fel if u read tis...er ... ok oso can lend us support online! n seniors! wil be confirming ur participation soon....altho i mus say the other jcs all add up onli like less than 10 j2s coming...haha. but u all c how ba...come play wif us juniors oso can!...oh did i say..got include abt 20 sec schs, sec 3s n 4s. come control the crowd oso can!
will giv u all the proposal by wed shld b. den u all jus indicate whether gg or not.
sat's plan. meet at marina square. eat lunch. den can choose to play bowl/pool/movie/lan/arcade/kbox.. or can jus eat eat eat again. there got alot of restaurants!! aft tt. go sengkang compass point buy stuff for dinner. den go minyi's house cook!! hahahaaha. yea guys oso can cook ok. dunno wat the gals r planning to cook...wat spaghetti or wat. i wan meat!!! den libo mus bring mahjong hor!!!!den play cards/mahjong....or maple.hahahaha.overnight sounds cool. ani seniors tt are free pls come!!!! but pls tel me first .
laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
-a smashed dream-
*.........clap clap clap clap clap..........*
are we getting old???....
seems so far away tt this blog jus started .... rmb tt time when my com gonna wrecked i haf to resort to using lib's com every morn. haha sometimes even pon lesn leh..tt time....realli v re nao...
haizzzz. jin guan ur post altho it is in a story form n there's like nth sad abt it...but i felt sad leh. duno y. like....the tone n stuff.or mayb the bkground music..
hahahaha....v strange.now ish jin guan u stil take time to blog abt airport. clap clap. hmmm yeaaa mus cherish all the moments we haf tgther so mus blog ma. errrr the "secret" hor....hahaha.nth much la...i thnk we shld do more tho. more fun ma.u all ar...dun take it wrong hor. when its ur turn u oso suffer ok.hahaha.
soooory hor. the late thing...haven reali changed much apparently.
any seniors freee tis sat???? calling to seniors......we sleeping over at guinea pig's sty. bring a ventilator along.
haiyoz. u wait ar when some big big event over i can blog more than u lo jin guan. 1/3 nth much la. i can blog the whole page. truuustttt me.
xianyue camp! its confirmed.........finally! 20th to 22nd Dec 2005 at this place called Singapore Soka Association.at Pasir Panjang.. tml gg to check the place out...hahaha. got Kent Ridge Park jus beside it, i heard its chao big n cool. suitable for mass games!!! hahaha. minyi u haven giv me ur maplestory plot yet!! enqi rmb go psycho ur frens come join! jin guan dun pangseh ar mus come support! haha sharon alr giv me quite an amt of games...n i tot of some wacccckkky ideas alr...muaha..yea i owe u one.bong ar..i thnk u group leader more suitable..hmm. libo...lend us ur support in china!! if poss come back earlier la....fel if u read tis...er ... ok oso can lend us support online! n seniors! wil be confirming ur participation soon....altho i mus say the other jcs all add up onli like less than 10 j2s coming...haha. but u all c how ba...come play wif us juniors oso can!...oh did i say..got include abt 20 sec schs, sec 3s n 4s. come control the crowd oso can!
will giv u all the proposal by wed shld b. den u all jus indicate whether gg or not.
sat's plan. meet at marina square. eat lunch. den can choose to play bowl/pool/movie/lan/arcade/kbox.. or can jus eat eat eat again. there got alot of restaurants!! aft tt. go sengkang compass point buy stuff for dinner. den go minyi's house cook!! hahahaaha. yea guys oso can cook ok. dunno wat the gals r planning to cook...wat spaghetti or wat. i wan meat!!! den libo mus bring mahjong hor!!!!den play cards/mahjong....or maple.hahahaha.overnight sounds cool. ani seniors tt are free pls come!!!! but pls tel me first .
laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
-a smashed dream-
Sunday, November 13, 2005
Changi Airport!
hi everyone, seems like no one blogged about friday @ the airport... so i shall take on this job and show ningfei how i can talk crap nonstop... in the form of a story :) it will be v long, so pls stay awake! haha :)
ok my day started at 9am, when i woke up. we were supposed to send felicia to the airport right? haha, and i forgot what time to meet. so i smsed ningfei. he told me 11am at changi airport mrt. so i eat and got out of my house. at 9.55am. my bus came at 10.02am (i think). and i reached terminal 1 at 10.28am. there were police coming onto the bus to check for suspicious ppl and stuff, at both the entrances to the underground bus bay. then i got out to terminal 2 at 10.30am.
the whole place seemed like an office area, v nice... i like :) ok so i walked along this v long corridor where both sides are offices. i walk and walk until i reach this bigger area, which suddenly opened up to the mrt station. i was shocked. you know when you walk in this small small enclosed corridor, then you go round the bend, and you see this v big area, at least 5 storeys high and 50m across. ok so i walked across this big area, and saw this policeman standing there, looking at ppl walking around.
i saw this thing that looked like a bridge that spanned a very dark space. there were escalators in the middle, going down. i thought that was to the control station, and as we were meeting there, i went down. then i got shocked again. the escalators opened up to an area of both the control station and the platform. never did i see such a thing here before. so i stand there and wait, trying to ignore ppl walking past (a bit difficult as some were policemen walking arnd). the time was 10.40am.
Minutes passed. 10.45, 10.55, 11.05, 11.15. 4 trains came and left before the first person, enqi arrived (at 11.15). we talked crap (haha, what else can i do? mug? - NF faints here). the next train came at ~11.25 and minyi appeared. we were talking about how to punish nf, obviously he's the latest... then we agreed on lunch treat. haha. so when nf appeared (he was on the same train as minyi, shocking right? minyi appeared long before nf), we tried to <insert words here: force? coerce?> him to treat us, but... nevermind.
we then went off to the departure hall. we looked arnd for flight SQ 158 to jakarta. it was going to leave @ 1250. (the time was ~11.35 for your info) nf told us that he told felicia that we COULDNT come to send her off, so she wont be expecting us. so we went arnd looking for her. and we spotted her real quick! haha like walk 50m then see her liao. (she dint realise we were there) then she found us and looked so shocked! haha we told her we were passing by (actually was enqi and minyi, i was trying hard not to laugh, and nf was like just a shocked look...) (passing by? pass by at changi airport? errr...) there was someone with felicia too, i think the councillor called yvonne isit? i dont really rmb.
so we went to one side to talk, and then we talk and talk. (i cant rmb the conversation, like talked about so many stuff...) only rmb somehow i got dragged into it, when i asked them who left the book on the chair. ah well not worth mentioning... then after some time (after a lot of laughs and etc), we walked felicia to the gate where the tv ppl always film the ppl passing thru the gate (actually is that glass panel, you shld know what i mean). then someone say they shld press themselves against the glass, like in tv like that... erps... haha... then felicia waved and we waved back, and then she disappeared into the crowd...
========= End of Part One =========
wow i realise i wrote a LOT!!! haha. pls continue to read. thanks!
============ Part Two ============
Yvonne left us, and then we went up one level. We passed by shops like crystal jade restaurant, sakae sushi etc, and tried to get nf to treat us... obviously he dint... hshs so we walked and walked. he wanted to eat KFC instead, even burger king he dint want to eat... so Terminal 2 seemed like there wasnt any KFC anywhere, so we took the skytrain to Terminal 1. while we were waiting for the skytrain, we discussed some thing that nf was v enthu about... a secret so cant say here... yet.
we got to Terminal 1, we walked the whole place, and no KFC in sight. so i tried to get nf to ask the burger king ppl whether there was any KFC around. errr... dotz... in the end, nf went to ask some ppl (i think some airport ppl) whether there was any KFC arnd. the reply was no KFC in whole changi airport. sigh. so we decided on burgerking at terminal 2. enqi and minyi was going to go up the escalator when we got them to walk over to terminal 2. thinking back, it was a nice decision. got to breathe in all the exhaust. nice experience.
so we walked over. then when we reached T2, we couldnt find the entrance to the building, but there was the big carpark there. we went in and took a lift up. we came out and crossed a bridge over the skytrain track to the other half of the building. then we came back to the original building. across ANOTHER bridge. haha. we went to find burgerking, and nf was talking crap and punished by minyi's umbrella along the way. (should see then you will know how funny it was).
then we got to the burger king, and ningfei took out his coupon. one was a bit mutilated, and the other one was new. so we tore the used one, dumped them to nf and he went to order, while enqi and minyi tore the paper apart. was supposed to scatter them all over nf, but, well... dint. he then came back, and we talked crap. discussed stuff like xianyue camp etc. whether we want it to be a daycamp or a overnight camp. where we want it. in SOKA (isit this) or in school. what activities we want. discussed human thought. etc. etc. and we also discussed some stuff. the secret as abovementioned. yes. :)
then nf wanted to go toilet, and me too. so we went to toilet. when i came out, he was still inside. i went back and talked with minyi and enqi, who got some extra food. at first we joked that nf lost his way, but after maybe 20mins, nf still dint come back. when i went to find him, he appeared out of the toilet, like a bit wet and his shirt splashed with droplets of water. he said he got stomachache. i think so too. wont say much about this liao. oh yes and i forgot to mention. someone called him to go lavander mrt i think. he says is his big wife. i dont know whether its true, thought his big wife isnt a person, but got 2 strings and a snake skin on it. dotz.
then nf got back into full flow about his plans for the camp, and his secret. duh. after a total of 2.5 hrs at bk, we left the place. for the mrt. we went down and there was the train liao, so we ran in and got a seat. it was v nice. the trip from changi to expo was 5mins. got time to stone and sleep. then ppl from expo came in (think was food exhibition i think). nf wanted us to go and eat... haha. we declined. after this is some v sian things, so shall not say i think :)
that's all! thanks for keeping awake. haha bye.
note to nf: please break the record length of this post! it's talking up 1/3 of the blog :)
ok my day started at 9am, when i woke up. we were supposed to send felicia to the airport right? haha, and i forgot what time to meet. so i smsed ningfei. he told me 11am at changi airport mrt. so i eat and got out of my house. at 9.55am. my bus came at 10.02am (i think). and i reached terminal 1 at 10.28am. there were police coming onto the bus to check for suspicious ppl and stuff, at both the entrances to the underground bus bay. then i got out to terminal 2 at 10.30am.
the whole place seemed like an office area, v nice... i like :) ok so i walked along this v long corridor where both sides are offices. i walk and walk until i reach this bigger area, which suddenly opened up to the mrt station. i was shocked. you know when you walk in this small small enclosed corridor, then you go round the bend, and you see this v big area, at least 5 storeys high and 50m across. ok so i walked across this big area, and saw this policeman standing there, looking at ppl walking around.
i saw this thing that looked like a bridge that spanned a very dark space. there were escalators in the middle, going down. i thought that was to the control station, and as we were meeting there, i went down. then i got shocked again. the escalators opened up to an area of both the control station and the platform. never did i see such a thing here before. so i stand there and wait, trying to ignore ppl walking past (a bit difficult as some were policemen walking arnd). the time was 10.40am.
Minutes passed. 10.45, 10.55, 11.05, 11.15. 4 trains came and left before the first person, enqi arrived (at 11.15). we talked crap (haha, what else can i do? mug? - NF faints here). the next train came at ~11.25 and minyi appeared. we were talking about how to punish nf, obviously he's the latest... then we agreed on lunch treat. haha. so when nf appeared (he was on the same train as minyi, shocking right? minyi appeared long before nf), we tried to <insert words here: force? coerce?> him to treat us, but... nevermind.
we then went off to the departure hall. we looked arnd for flight SQ 158 to jakarta. it was going to leave @ 1250. (the time was ~11.35 for your info) nf told us that he told felicia that we COULDNT come to send her off, so she wont be expecting us. so we went arnd looking for her. and we spotted her real quick! haha like walk 50m then see her liao. (she dint realise we were there) then she found us and looked so shocked! haha we told her we were passing by (actually was enqi and minyi, i was trying hard not to laugh, and nf was like just a shocked look...) (passing by? pass by at changi airport? errr...) there was someone with felicia too, i think the councillor called yvonne isit? i dont really rmb.
so we went to one side to talk, and then we talk and talk. (i cant rmb the conversation, like talked about so many stuff...) only rmb somehow i got dragged into it, when i asked them who left the book on the chair. ah well not worth mentioning... then after some time (after a lot of laughs and etc), we walked felicia to the gate where the tv ppl always film the ppl passing thru the gate (actually is that glass panel, you shld know what i mean). then someone say they shld press themselves against the glass, like in tv like that... erps... haha... then felicia waved and we waved back, and then she disappeared into the crowd...
========= End of Part One =========
wow i realise i wrote a LOT!!! haha. pls continue to read. thanks!
============ Part Two ============
Yvonne left us, and then we went up one level. We passed by shops like crystal jade restaurant, sakae sushi etc, and tried to get nf to treat us... obviously he dint... hshs so we walked and walked. he wanted to eat KFC instead, even burger king he dint want to eat... so Terminal 2 seemed like there wasnt any KFC anywhere, so we took the skytrain to Terminal 1. while we were waiting for the skytrain, we discussed some thing that nf was v enthu about... a secret so cant say here... yet.
we got to Terminal 1, we walked the whole place, and no KFC in sight. so i tried to get nf to ask the burger king ppl whether there was any KFC around. errr... dotz... in the end, nf went to ask some ppl (i think some airport ppl) whether there was any KFC arnd. the reply was no KFC in whole changi airport. sigh. so we decided on burgerking at terminal 2. enqi and minyi was going to go up the escalator when we got them to walk over to terminal 2. thinking back, it was a nice decision. got to breathe in all the exhaust. nice experience.
so we walked over. then when we reached T2, we couldnt find the entrance to the building, but there was the big carpark there. we went in and took a lift up. we came out and crossed a bridge over the skytrain track to the other half of the building. then we came back to the original building. across ANOTHER bridge. haha. we went to find burgerking, and nf was talking crap and punished by minyi's umbrella along the way. (should see then you will know how funny it was).
then we got to the burger king, and ningfei took out his coupon. one was a bit mutilated, and the other one was new. so we tore the used one, dumped them to nf and he went to order, while enqi and minyi tore the paper apart. was supposed to scatter them all over nf, but, well... dint. he then came back, and we talked crap. discussed stuff like xianyue camp etc. whether we want it to be a daycamp or a overnight camp. where we want it. in SOKA (isit this) or in school. what activities we want. discussed human thought. etc. etc. and we also discussed some stuff. the secret as abovementioned. yes. :)
then nf wanted to go toilet, and me too. so we went to toilet. when i came out, he was still inside. i went back and talked with minyi and enqi, who got some extra food. at first we joked that nf lost his way, but after maybe 20mins, nf still dint come back. when i went to find him, he appeared out of the toilet, like a bit wet and his shirt splashed with droplets of water. he said he got stomachache. i think so too. wont say much about this liao. oh yes and i forgot to mention. someone called him to go lavander mrt i think. he says is his big wife. i dont know whether its true, thought his big wife isnt a person, but got 2 strings and a snake skin on it. dotz.
then nf got back into full flow about his plans for the camp, and his secret. duh. after a total of 2.5 hrs at bk, we left the place. for the mrt. we went down and there was the train liao, so we ran in and got a seat. it was v nice. the trip from changi to expo was 5mins. got time to stone and sleep. then ppl from expo came in (think was food exhibition i think). nf wanted us to go and eat... haha. we declined. after this is some v sian things, so shall not say i think :)
that's all! thanks for keeping awake. haha bye.
note to nf: please break the record length of this post! it's talking up 1/3 of the blog :)
Saturday, November 12, 2005
知足
知足
怎么去拥有 一道彩虹
怎么去拥抱 一夏天的风
天上的星星 笑地上的人
总是不能懂 不能觉得足够
如果我爱上 你的笑容 要怎么收藏 要怎么拥有
如果你快乐 不是为我 会不会放手 其实才是拥有
当一阵风吹来 风筝飞上天空
为了你而祈祷 而祝福 而感动
终于你身影 消失在 人海尽头 才发现 笑着哭 最痛
那天你和我 那个山丘 那样的唱着 那一年的歌
那样的回忆 那么足够 足够我天天 都品尝着寂寞
当一阵风吹来 风筝飞上天空
为了你而祈祷 而祝福 而感动
终于你身影 消失在 人海尽头 才发现 笑着哭 最痛
如果我爱上 你的笑容 要怎么收藏 要怎么拥有
如果你快乐 不是为我 会不会放手 其实才是拥有
知足的快乐 叫我忍受心痛
知足的快乐 叫我忍受心痛
怎么去拥有 一道彩虹
怎么去拥抱 一夏天的风
天上的星星 笑地上的人
总是不能懂 不能觉得足够
如果我爱上 你的笑容 要怎么收藏 要怎么拥有
如果你快乐 不是为我 会不会放手 其实才是拥有
当一阵风吹来 风筝飞上天空
为了你而祈祷 而祝福 而感动
终于你身影 消失在 人海尽头 才发现 笑着哭 最痛
那天你和我 那个山丘 那样的唱着 那一年的歌
那样的回忆 那么足够 足够我天天 都品尝着寂寞
当一阵风吹来 风筝飞上天空
为了你而祈祷 而祝福 而感动
终于你身影 消失在 人海尽头 才发现 笑着哭 最痛
如果我爱上 你的笑容 要怎么收藏 要怎么拥有
如果你快乐 不是为我 会不会放手 其实才是拥有
知足的快乐 叫我忍受心痛
知足的快乐 叫我忍受心痛
Thursday, November 10, 2005
cmon!
hey yo! kao i come here always c my post...cmon man blog!!
lala~ ok we sending fel off tml but she doesnt noe cos i told her we cannot make it.yea giv her a surprise or sth..yea den can slack at airport or sth..wahah.
eh yea nowadays realli nth to blog...wahh damn sianz.co prac not resuming until like next wednesday?? which is soo late. err the onli thing now tt relates to co is....xianyue outings!! next sat ar....sleep over!! wo-hoo~ dun pon ar u j1s. n i dun noe if the j2s alr finish their a levels??...haha i got this cheap movie tics mayb can watch some movies. hahaha watching harry potter wif chsco gang on friday...so cannot watch on sat ar. n er...the chalet stil wana book?? sorry ar. i think now onli left some cheap cheap ones...yeah but doesnt matter if got pple rite???
oh yea i think hor our j1s damn mafan. pple not free on all kinds of dates in dec aft seniors' a levels..can onli find this free time like between 4 dec to 8 dec?? den 5 to 7 dec is co camp!! wth. no time to organise sth. if wan sth den haf to be far far away in dec which would be like late dec?? den pple will be gg overseas n stuff. yea so haf to settle on most pple free date ba.
ok i tink i siao can crap so much out of nth. err, we try to make time for xyz outings ba. like tis sat!!! mus come all j1s!
j2s, jiayou all the way!!! oh. did u all receive the msges??? hahahaha hope u all got wat we meant..tada!
lala~ ok we sending fel off tml but she doesnt noe cos i told her we cannot make it.yea giv her a surprise or sth..yea den can slack at airport or sth..wahah.
eh yea nowadays realli nth to blog...wahh damn sianz.co prac not resuming until like next wednesday?? which is soo late. err the onli thing now tt relates to co is....xianyue outings!! next sat ar....sleep over!! wo-hoo~ dun pon ar u j1s. n i dun noe if the j2s alr finish their a levels??...haha i got this cheap movie tics mayb can watch some movies. hahaha watching harry potter wif chsco gang on friday...so cannot watch on sat ar. n er...the chalet stil wana book?? sorry ar. i think now onli left some cheap cheap ones...yeah but doesnt matter if got pple rite???
oh yea i think hor our j1s damn mafan. pple not free on all kinds of dates in dec aft seniors' a levels..can onli find this free time like between 4 dec to 8 dec?? den 5 to 7 dec is co camp!! wth. no time to organise sth. if wan sth den haf to be far far away in dec which would be like late dec?? den pple will be gg overseas n stuff. yea so haf to settle on most pple free date ba.
ok i tink i siao can crap so much out of nth. err, we try to make time for xyz outings ba. like tis sat!!! mus come all j1s!
j2s, jiayou all the way!!! oh. did u all receive the msges??? hahahaha hope u all got wat we meant..tada!
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